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new friendship was born this time
& old friendship strengthened








tak sangka lak sebenarnye dah lebih dari setahun aku mengenali mereka
aku bersyukur kerana persahabatan yg terjalin sudah semakin erat
namun pada masa yg sama, aku takut akan perubahan yg bakal berlaku
perubahan yg sudah tentunye tak dpt dielakkan apabila masing2 semakin rapat


aku tak mahu nanti kenangan manis bertukar pahit
aku tak mahu hilai tawa bertukar tangisan
aku tak mahu kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan bertukar kesedihan dan kemarahan
aku tak mahu wujudnye ketidak puasan, perkelahian, salah fahaman dan sebagainye
namun aku tahu...perubahan tak dpt dielakkan


walau apa pun yg terjadi
semoga persahabatan kita kekal abadi











walau jauh di mata,tetap dekat di hati

TINY TUBE TOPS

BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
its freezing cold here (school's library)
im shivering as i typed this entry
& im in a long sleeved black top
looking over to the girl next to me
makes me wonder whether tiny tube tops comes with its own heating system
cos she dont look as if she's a teeny bit cold
HMMMMMMMMMMMM??????

SENYUM SEINDAH SURIA

yes im smiling again..
actually nothing special happened
just that i felt good when i make ppl around me smile & in turn they make me smile & feel good about myself


lets count all the good things that makes me smile


1) As u know..HE passed his finals


2) im sooo happy for As..she & sido got back together
and she was really grateful to me for being there for her all along.it felt so good to be of use to someone & be appreciated for it


3)received a call from someone who havent called for a year...oh my god! he still remebered me and still calls me his guardian angel...how sweet rite??


4) received a message from a fren i lost touch with after a misunderstanding...hehe...he's not angry with me lah...aku je yg paranoid...


5) andika made me laugh during our chat session this morning.we crapped non-stop and it was just crazy~!!! so who says ckp kosong tu cume membuang masa je?


6) those other frens who messaged me yesterday..thank u for being concern about me.At least i know there r still many ppl out there who cares for me and are really looking forward to spending time with me AGAIN...u guys never got sick of me eh...


7) i managed to do my lab assigment single-handedly and i helped all those in my group. haha...bukannye riak tapi it really felt good. for once ever since the semester started..i dont feel stupid...


8) and many other small things that happened along the way...be it smiling at the nenek at the bustop...or wateva...


ok now im off to complete my quiz...ta-ta


senyum seindah suria yang membawa cahaya
senyumlah dari hati , duniamu berseri
senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupan
kau tersenyum ku tersenyum kemesraan menguntum

CHEERS TO U

congratulation to HIM for passing his finals
see...i told u that u would make it
u deserved it..im just happy for u & i wish u many more happiness to come


at least one of us is happy...cheers to u

MY FRIEND, THE STRANGER

"i dont know u , i just dont understand u"

funny u said that after a yr we're together
worst still u insisted that im just like HER
though im appalled & deeply hurt by that, im just gonna keep quiet & let it go
u have ur own right to say anything u want
u have ur own right to make assumptions
there's no point forcing u to see what u cant see in me


it seems distance not only drifted us apart physically
but also emotionally
we're like strangers now
we might as well be
at least we wont hurt each others feelings cos strangers dont do that
but things are often more complicated than it seems
cos how can u act like total strangers after going thru a lot with that person?


i know i suggested starting over..
but seriously im not sure if its gonna work out..
we'll get to know each other again
learn & try to understand each other again
just like when we first met
and from there we'll just let nature take its own course
we might get back together
we might not


here's to a new start..
here's to a new frenship..
here's to a new me...






risking all i had
risking losing u
but i just wanna make things right again between us
i just want u to smile
just like me in that pic
although looks can be deceiving

AKU BUKAN DIA

aku tahu kelemahan diriku
diri ini serba kekurangan
namun aku tak perlu diperkecilkan
dibandingkan dengan si DIA
yang pernah kau sayang
yang pernah kau puja
walau kau tak pernah melafazkannya
secara terus terang, secara nyata
tapi ku tahu kau mahu aku seperti DIA
membuatkan ku tersepit
terperangkap dalam bayang-bayangnya
membuatkan aku tertekan
membuatkan aku membencinya


jika kau kata kau sayangi aku
terimalah aku seadanya
namun jika kau masih menyayanginya
jangan kau seksa diri ini
jangan kau paksa aku berubah
aku tak rela disakiti
aku tak mau kecewa mengejar cinta yang tiada
aku cume mahu disayangi seadanya
aku bukan dia

A SONG FOR U MY DEAR!

"My Eyes Burn" - Matchbook Romance



My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever



So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment



I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway



Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
[x4]

SELAMAT BERTUNANG

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sabtu lepas merupakan hari pertunangan kakak sedara aku
Lydiana Othman dengan pasangannye Abg Wan


fuh!! meriah sungguh majlis pertunangan dorang berdua
lebih kurang mcm majlis persandingan lah
tapi tak lah berlebihan
sume cume ala kadar je


Kak Yana nampak begitu ayu and simply gorgeous!
mcm perempuan melayu terakhir..hehe
the make-up wasnt over-done
the make-up artist did a great jobtambaham lagi dgn design baju yg lawa giler lah!
(i loved the silver one better than the purple one)







hantaran yg diberi quite a lot tapi tu sume sumbangan dari sedara mara











Kak Yana was all smiley!!
i bet she must be really happy..(of cos lah!!)


ada photo-shoot lagi!!
glamer !!!
dan aku suke cincin berlian dia tu!!



ish!! mcm best je! aku pun rasa mcm nk tunang lah
sape nk tunanag ngan aku hah?





wahahhahaha...kau dah gile eh hani??
igt tunang tu mcm gi gig ke??
wahahhaha...jauh terpesong aku eh..


apa2 pun...smoga dorang berdua kekal smpai ke jinjang pelamin dan ke anak cucu cicit.....

KEHIDUPAN

"What is the use of living when there is nothing that u believe in? Then u wouldn't have anything to live for. For I feel that our beliefs is the thing that keeps us going. We believe in our goals, our ambitions, our love, and the loev of those who love us.
"
dipetik dari blog NERD/NOID



kengkadang aku juga rasa kosong
seperti hidup aku ni sia-sia je



aku lalui hari2 ku seperti robot
setiap pagi aku bangun
yg terlintas di fikiranku hanya satu...
menjalani hidup seperti semalam
kerana apa?
kerana terpaksa..
kerana aku masih bernyawa..



jadi...untuk apa aku hidup kalau ketiadaan aku di dunia ni takkan menjejas apa2?
mau saja aku akhiri kehidupan ini
NAMUN....
adakah aku sudah bersedia berdepan denganNYA?



bila terfikir tentang alam setelah mati
baru aku sedar
aku hidup di dunia ini
hanya untuk mencari SATU KUNCI
tidak 2 atau 3...hanya SATU
iaitu kunci ke syurga
dan di situlah nanti aku akan dpt kepuasan yg tiada tandingan



jadi..segala apa yg kita hadapi di dunia ini..
schooling , working , good pay, good frens, love life and what-have-yous..
itu sume hanya sekadar pelakon tambahan dlm sandiwara duniawi
just to spice things up..
thats all...



So my dearest NOID.....



dont think of it too much girl..
take life 1 step at a time
enjoy the good things in life..
share ur sorrows with ur frens (hey hey!! aku included tau!!)
and SMILE
even when the going gets tough
*hugs*...i love you!

ATTACK OF THE BLUE SCREEN

arrrrgggghhhh!!!!
laptop aku wat hal lagi!!
asyik kene attack blue screen je
tapi...
aku mana de download pape??
buat hal betul lah!!habis sume data kene wipe out
sebab kene reformat!!!
bnyk online assignment yg aku kene wat..
nota2 sume hilang..
LAHABAU!!
aku nye division lak bongok nak mampus...
suruh install balik software2 sume...
yang xperlu mcm dreamweaver sume dia install..
tapi microsoft office takde...
BAYANGKANLAH!!!!
word doc,power point sume tak de..
OIII!!! LU ORANG GILE KE PE???


aku nk serang office!!!

YOU HAVE A MESSAGE

Time : 12midnite

" you have message..."
beeped my hp..
" 1 message received.. sender : Munkee "


OH MY GOD!!!
For 3 years since we've been friends...
that was the FIRST time he took the initiative to message me
and for no important reason at all
he just wanted to ask if i was fine..


wierd wierd wierd..
just plain wierd..
yet it was a nice surprise...

LAYANAN BODOH

went JB today
had to send something to someone @ penang via speedpost
it was my 1st time
no idea wat to do
dont even know where the place was
luckily Mokujin was kind enough to accompany me..
heheh!
dpt free lunch agi...
thank you soooo much Along!

but the service at the post office was fucked up
HELL-O...
ko igt ko keje kerajaan dah cukup best ke pe?
muke je lawa tapi budi bahasa hancus nak watpe??

u didnt gimme clear instructions..
didnt offer ur help (when u were supposed to)
worst still...
u gave that fucked up look when i asked u what i should do

bleugh!