Saturday, December 31, 2005

KL TRIP
DAY 2, PART 1
2 BUDAK GILER!

the day before apit brought us here butit was too late to enjoy the rides..



dlm train



so..without wasting time...
1st stop after breakfast was TIMES SQUARE THEME PARK
for rm25 u could get on all the rides for unlimited number of times..




r u ready?



ngahahahhahahaha
memule tu mcm brani2 takut gak ar
so we start off with the low rides


1st was the...(alah..lupelah nama ride dia..tak amik pic pun cos we locked it in the locker then mcm leceh gitu)

its something like the magic carpet but the "thing" moves up and down , dropped one side and spins 360 degrees vertically forward n backward...
biasalah...sometimes its stops halfway when we were up there...with our feets up and head down...


that really woke us up..
after that ride terus dah brani..
head straight to the roller coaster which was on level 8
tapi tipah tertipu ar..
its not scary as it looks..
i think we got on it was it 2 or 3 times..cant remember...


sri smpai mabuk2...tapi dia degil..
still nk naik lagi..

rode on almost all the rides..
nampak je scary mary tapi tak scary pun..
huhu...




tak tido,mabuk,masok angin but we still came out in 1 piece


went for lunch after that and then it was shopping spree!!


shopping non stop siot!!...
from one shop to one shop
cos we've already window shopped and take note of what we really wanna get and from where..
so it was rather smooth & we didnt waste much time..

we got pretty much everything we wanted to get
ahahhaahahha...happy giler!!


setelah kepenatan..
went back to our hotel to rest awhile
gotta get ready for the new yr celebration tonite

Friday, December 30, 2005

KL TRIP
DAY 1 , PART 3
WINDOW SHOPPING WITH TOURGUIDE




the name is Hafidzee aka Apit
he was our main tourguide for the KL trip..


1st day in KL was somewhat relaxing..
hopped from one shopping complex to the other
and apit showed us where to shop for what
from to sungei wang,bb plaza,low yat plaza,lot 10,times square...blablabla..
(all within close proximity to capitol hotel)
so that we could go shopping on our own the day after
(dia ada jemputan kahwen lah pagi esok)
but it was all reallyx3 helpful
(sume tmpt yg dia tunjukkan suits our taste..haha)


cant wait to go for a shopping spree the next day!!
mata rambang siot!!!


later that night..
just relaxed and chit chat at starbux
and met up with apit's frens
who happened to be singaporeans also...




diapit 3 jejaka tampan..hahha





apit,jai,me,noid




that night me & noid didnt get to sleep..
was too excited
planned out our agenda for the next day
and yak yak yak and gossip non stop

1st day went well..cant wait for tomorrow..looking forward to meeting apit again...

KL TRIP
DAY 1 , PART 2
THE POWER IS MINE

aint gonna let anything get in the way and spoil our long awaited trip
we are already in KL damnit!
the power is mine to determine how the trip goes..
ape lagi...take control!!takkan nk sad2 kan..
rugi jek nanti


despite the rain...we went out of our room
(by the way..the hotel was perfect!good location!comfy and nicely decorated room...ok ok..maybe a bit prejudice lah cos i fell in lup with the checked bedsheet...hahahha...)
and went across to sungei wang plaza...


woooohooooo!!!shopping paradise!!!


its like peninsular plaza + far east plaza + funan + beach road all under 1 roof gitu...
almost got lost in sungei wang...
and couldnt meet APIT
BUT....like its already fated..
saw a familiar figure in the midst of finding the exit..
actually...sri spotted him 1st...
and then....walla...everything started to turn out really well


stay tune for the adventures of petom geng in KL

KL TRIP
DAY 1 , PART 1
THE BAD START

the trip started off badly..
lotsa last minute changes..
initial plans cancelled..
almost cancelled the whole trip itself cos was bloody frustrated
risked not having anywhere to stay in KL
but me and sri just risked it all
and go ahead with the trip..
just the 2 of us...

a fren buat hal...
the bf ex bf buat hal..
was really moody in the bus..
stucked in a jam
and it was only about 3pm when we reached PUDURAYA
had a lil difficulty locating the hotel
cos it was raining and we had no umbrellas
yeah yeah...a bad start...


but finally checked in at about 4pm..
(phew!lega giler...satu balak terlepas)


but it rained heavier by then...
bleugh!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

U JUST CANT DECIDE & STICK TO IT CAN U?

1st it was the date issue...u decided not to go with us by bus, instead u wanna drive up with ur bro 4 days earlier...we had a quarrel but i gave in..


and now....this....


him : i dont think i can go to KL
me : we've planned for this way back..so why?
him : dah takde duit ar.adik2 pakai
me : thanks for the good news.


u got 2months pay,u drove up to KL with ur frens days before we were supposed to go,u drove back,u cancelled our date and now u tell me this....


so much for being so eager and planning ahead uh...


enough of ur empty promises & sweet lies...kamu bikin aku gila...sod off!

THANK YOU , PETE

someone just saved my life today
shant elaborate about that


are you my Pete Dunham?

Friday, December 23, 2005

TURKEY ITU BESAR DAN MENGENYANGKAN

had a christmas lunch in the office just now..
nope..i dont celebrate christmas
im just there for the food..
mhauahahhahahaha


anyways...now im sleepy..
ate too much..
theres the pizza,turky,log cake,sushi,eclairs,and all other junk food


apart from the superbly delicious food..
the rest of the staff..including mr boss and the CEO was friendly & nice
honoured you mr CE bual ngan aku...
lalala...siap ambikkan turkey lagi...


ok lah i just blabbering nonsense sbb dah malas nk wat keje..
the rest of the staff are also already in the festive mood..

now shall wait for my sms to beep

p/s now i know why i blocked mr flinstone...

Thursday, December 22, 2005

ONLINE & OFFLINE PERSONALITIES

i know some ppl have different online & offline personalities but i wasnt really bothered about that...
not until now...


just yesterday noid revealed that this certain "Fred" whom she had been blabbering about for the past few days was the same "Fred" in my myspace list.


i reaaaalllyyy just couldnt fit those 2 together.they're like 2 different person.


He was added in my myspace list quite a long time ago...we used to exchange messages frequently but it stopped cos i find him boring step abang2 matrep who's obsessed with his NS days.He was also on my MSN list but i blocked him.Hahah


even right at this moment i still cant register that the "Fred" yg easy going..SMC's vox yg mcm monyet on stage is the same "fred flinstones"


and the worst part is...Dia masih kenal aku but i almost forget his existance....

Oh well...for sri's sake i'll try to erase the 1st impression & get to know him better

Tak Serik Pun....

lepas insiden semalam..
aku ingat mmg dia tak akan ajak aku kluar lagi
tetapi...
sms dia pagi ni menyangkal sume paranoia aku tu
LaLaLalalalaala...:D

delivery saya dah start..saya msg awk lagi mlm nanti k...

Round About The Mulberry Bush

ask me how to drive from singapore to Larkin or Danga Bay or Dataran or Kota tinggi for that matter & i'll gladly tell u the way with confidence
but ask me how to get from Admiralty to Lau Pa Sat
and u'll end up on a merry-go-round in the expressways
Hahahahahahhahahahaha...yes im a road idiot...


chek sal...im really sorry..it was unintended


botak...next time just say that u arent familiar with the way
(not at the last minute eh)
then at least i can do my homework before hand...
nasib baik muke saya tebal..gi tanye apek pam minyak tu
kalau tak...tak merasalah sate kat Lau Pa Sat tu...


but thanks a lot for the ride & the treat ya...& not forgetting
HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Bleeding Heart Shed No Tears

Its time to move on
& im 1 step beyond
never mind that its just baby steps
at least im moving forward


and with people like My Pete(haha) , Pakcik Dyn & Botak(Hafiz)
(not forgetting my darling Noid & Chek Sal & also frens around me)
it aint gonna be so hard this time round


though it seems like he's trying to make it really hard for me
wanting me to hold on to whats left
& past memories while he figures out everything
and tries to start anew & re-live our "funtimes"...


i've this to say to him


"there's nothing wrong with what we had.that's just how things go.sometimes ur up..sometimes ur down.conflict exist even in fairytales.if u cant & wont take risks then u'll never get to the happily-ever-after part & im sorry...i cant be waiting forever for u to sort ur confused feelings.especially not when u urself dont address it in the first place"


parading in a masquerade..
this bleeding heart will shed no tears

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

HAIRCUTS & BROKEN HEARTS

a few months back...


fren A : hey!u've got a new haircut! cute...but why?
fren B : yeah..thanks...i've just broke up with xxx
fren A : oh..okay..that explains...


and i was like erh...hmm...what has a haircut gotta do with a broken heart?


i never really gotten the logic behind THAT
well...actually no one did
but it seems like thats the trend


u got into a relationship..
u grew ur hair..
and then came the break up
and *snip snip*
there goes ur hair...


and no one really bothered pondering over it


except for wierd ppl like me...


i came up with this one after much thinking...


Its a SILENT PROTEST

to show him & the world that
1) u're now free of restrictions physically ,mentally & emotionally
2) u've move on...fresh start..new look..new life & he is yesterday's news


& now...i guess my made-up theory is beginning to make sense...cos....





Monday, December 19, 2005

HARUS PISAH?

"....biarlah sepi yg menemani
berpisah mungkin jalan terbaik
dewasakan diri lebih berarti
igtlah satu kalimah sakti
cinta tak harus saling memiliki...."


[tipe-x : harus pisah]


SEBAB MULUT BADAN BINASA

atau dlm situasi ni...sebab jari,hati terseksa...


ish! aku tak paham lah orang2 ni semua..
yg ni tuduh yg tu mcm ni..
yg tu ckp yg ni mcm tu..
bende yg takde diade2kan...


apasal lah korang nk sakitkan hati masing2?
bunag karen je kan?
kalau ye pun nk tuding jari kat sesape..
pastikan lah informasi yg kau dapat tu dari pihak yg sah..
lagi bagus pastikan kesahihan nye dari orang yg terlibat tu sendiri..


ni tidak..kau ambik perkataan si dek ni..
kau buat tafsiran sendiri..
kau buat kesimpulan sendiri..
pastu kau tuduh pulak si dek ni..
si dek ni pulak tak puas hati sebab dituduh mcm2..
oii!! bile mau game ni??


skarang masing2 dah move on dgn hidup masing2 kan?
ape masalahnye skang??
ini semua hanya satu salah faham..
cukuplah...jgn kumpul dosa...
geram dowh aku tengok!!
mcm nk sesah jek tulang blakang korang!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

ARE U IN THE MOOD YET?

HARI RAYA is just around the corner but havent really gotten in the mood yet..
guess this year am too busy with work
shopping not done yet..
erm...hmm...not that i shop for anything for Lebaran lah
but previous years..ive always tagged along when frens or family went for Lebaran shopping...
this year...just didnt have the time!!
dont think mom sewn any new baju kurung for me this year
cos i cant be bothered to buy the materials
but its ok...ive plenty of baju kurung from previous years
wasted kan kalau nak buat baju baru!!
and i dont carry handbags (kan ade poket)
(but no place to put umbrella eh...hmmmmm)
and i can always wear my mary jane nyonya for raya..
so i guess i dont need shopping anyway..
ha-ha...
luckily ive already bought greeting cards early when i went kota tinggi
BUT...havent written any of them yet..bleugh!
havent baked any cookies..
just finished doing the inti for pineapple tarts
and just finished doing my cornflakes honeystars..
(ni kuih raya playcheat!!hahahahah)
it only took me 10mins!!
cume itu je...
Annnnddd my room is in a terrible mess...
bile eh aku nak kemas???


aku belum jejak atau pass by Geylang siot!! kesian eh....huhuhu

Sunday, October 23, 2005

PARI BAKAR ROCKS!!

was at work..
received sms frm Atok & Noli
an invitation to break fast at JB
gladly cancelled tuition and rushed to checkpoint to avoid peak period
made it in time..
phew!


Zaina,noli's fren was there too
she's a sweet tudung girl (not those mengarut tudung girl eh)


Atok drove to Dataran
had bbqed stingray,kangkung sambal belacan and bbqed kerang
yummylicious!!!
(lazat hingga menjilat jari...literally)


noli and zaina proceeded back to kota tinggi after that
hang around with Atok at larkin for a while..
he talk and talk and talk non-stop..
usually it was me who did all the talking..
today...he seemed so relaxed and happy
i love to hear him talk about himself
his work,his life,his views,his hopes...blablbalba
especially when it involves me...heheh...


and yah...tak sangka lak family dia ambil tahu psl diri aku..
terharu dan bangga gak...
lallalala....


ok this is a rather pointless entry..
but just wanna tell the world that i had a great evening today..
and the sun is begining to shine....
:)



cheers to many more happy days...

Saturday, October 22, 2005

FROM THE STREETS OF JOO SENG

this entry is specially dedicated to Noid...


we been through so much..
we bitch about each other
sometimes even behind each others' back
(but both of us knew what we bitch about)
and we just dont care...
its amazing isnt it?


ni baru betul org ckp...sanggup terima seseorang tu seadanye
kan kan kan?


remembering the good times we had
not forgetting the bad times too
cos thats what makes us who we r today


as you celebrate your birthday...
i celebrate you
and the beautiful friendship we share...


cheers to old memories
and to new ones
(toast bukan pakai alcoholic drinks tau...pakai ben n jerrys..hehe)


i heart you...(ahackz..mcm lesbo lah plak)


wishing u all the best...

SIMILARITIES AND DIFFERENCES

broke fast at stulang with andika and shidi (ali's bro) just now.
and here's what i think of shidi...


very friendly and easy going guy..
not forgetting with good looks too
ahackz!


but the thing that i found amazing is....
how freaking alike shidi and ali are
i know they're brothers BUT...
they r sooooo much alike...
almost like twins


they look alike...
except shidi has got neater hair than ali..
like i said...almost like twins..


the way they talk is the same...
their slang is the same
they've got the same voice..the same smile...the same laugh...
even the way shidi nyakat aku pun sama gak ngan si ali..
(cume ali lebih sikit ar cos dah kenal lama)


wow!amazing!looking forward to more meet ups with him...


next buke puasa outing will be on 30th...really looking forward to that cos ramai yg akan hadir insyaallah...hehe

Friday, October 21, 2005

MIMPI INDAH???

u asked me out on a date several times
u suggested coming over to spore instead of the usual routine of meeting up at JB
u showered me with sweet & loving smses everyday
u try to avoid any frictions or quarrelled
any signs of that...u quickly tried to change the mood of things
even if we did get into a quarrel
u controlled ur temper..
no longer keeping things to urself and just shut up as though nothing happened..
instead u agreed to talk things out nicely
and apologise first before i mention anything
u've finally take note of the things i like and dislike
u keep reminding me of our happy and sweet memories when were together a yr ago
sometimes u plan in advance about the things we're gonna do or u want to do for the weekends...
u've learned to trust me and accept my frens..
u're willing to listen to my views first before cutting in and giving ur views


its like u've finally listened...


me : awk dah berubah.knape time puasa ni awk baik ngan saya?


him: semuanya dtg dari awk.dari sikap sabar and pemurah awk kat saya.


me: oh god.i dunno why but ure making me cry.saya terharu dgn kata2 awk and sikap awk skang ni.


him: dah la.jgn nangis.saya kat sini tak leh nk kesatkan air mata awk.saya syg awk.



he was never one to show his true feelings before...
so wat happened?
he said its maybe because he's left THAT GIRL and now he's only with me.no one else.
well.....for now lah kan?
*shrug*
juts treasure it while it lasts...



is this some kind of a joke? is this a dream? but happy things dont last rite?

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

FIRST DAY OF WORK

nope...its not myself im bloggin about..
its about my SEMUT...


1st day according to him was a bore..


dont worry darling..
its just your first day
its boring cos u dont know anybody..
give it a week or two..
im sure u'll fit in pretty well


the dark clouds r starting to clear...if this is just a dream..i wish i never had to wake up

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Nat King Cole's L-O-V-E

this is an oldies...

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Congrats To Atok

He got his first real job as a dental assistant at Kota Tinggi
Congrats to him
thank god he wasnt posted to anywhere that far

Sunday, October 16, 2005

CLEANSING RITUAL

it was raining heavily when i was on my way back from tuition
i had an umbrella in my bag


and for those who really know me
you guys would have guessed what i did


yes...
i didnt bothered taking out my umbrella
walked slowly in the heavy rain
enjoying the refreshing touch of every drop of rain on my skin
it left me feeling rejuvenated and calm


plus...
the sounds of RASMUS - Not Like Other Girls on repeat in my mp3
made me feel as though im floating
lost in another realm of time
lost in my own thoughts and emotions


never mind that im getting wierd stares from passer bys in their big humungous umbrella rushing for shelter
(must be because of my very slow walking pace...
i almost wanted to dance in the rain..literally...
or maybe because i had that wierd scary smile
i realised that when i looked at the reflections in the puddle of water)


i just fucken looooovvveee that feeling
its the most beautiful feeling one could ever get
the most glorious moments
the touch of nature
its as though im cleansed by the rain


i suddenly remembered nina the vampire..
she loved the rain too
i remembered the last time we met up
purposely because of the heavy rain
(we lived in the same area)
i miss her


ok then...gotta go shower before i catch a cold




Singin' in the rain
Just singin' in the rain.
What a glorious feelin'.
I'm happy again.
I'm laughin' at clouds
So dark up above.
The sun's in my heart
And I'm ready for love.
Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place.
Come on with the rain.
I've a smile on my face.
I'll walk down the lane
With a happy refrain,
And singin', just singin' in the rain.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

A DATE WITH ATOK

excited
nervous
had butterflies in my stomach
the same feeling i had on our first date
the very first time he asked me out..


reached kota tinggi bus station at 5:15pm
he was already waiting for me..
(sorry dear..i was late but i already rushed down straight after work)


headed to collect his driving license





walked around aimlessly
talked,joked,laughed,gigled
we looked like silly school kids
hahhahahahahah


cancelled our plan to break fast at pizza hut
had ikan bakar instead...








him...waiting....





us...waiting...





the food was super duper yummy!!!


walked around the bazaar for a while..
he changed into the top i bought for him..





i think he really look good with the haircut and pink polo-t...
smart and neat...i like...hehe...


when it was time to part..
he sent me this sms...


"saya happy jumpe awk tadi..."


im glad you did..
i almost thought i was the only one who felt that way..
i was happy too dear...
very happy...


hope there'll be many days like this to come..
if not better...i heart you

Monday, October 10, 2005

OK...im doing this just because people thought i wont be bothered to..

[7] seven things that will scare me [7]

1. terserempak lagi ngan izzah lina
2. the extinction of laksa and sambal
3. still alive after all my frens and people im close to are dead
4. I was ban from leaving singapore
5. breaking down 1 fine day and taking my own life
6. the extinction of telur pindang
7. the extinction of telur ( I love telur sepertimana chek sal loves ayam)


[7] seven things i like the most [7]

1. Md Rohaizad Jumail
2. Internet and Myspace (kalau takde ini bende mcm ne aku nk berkomunikasi dgn kengkawan aku nun jauh di entah mana2 ???????)
3. Laksa kat Lucky Plaza
4. Fried Fish soup
5. The Petoms
6. Rain (tapi aku tak suke the after effect of main ujan…I hate having flu!)
7. Sambal (tak kire ar sambal belacan ke,sambal merah ke,sambal kicap ke)


[7] seven most important things in my room [7]

1. my laptop (eyh padahal laptop aku leh bawak ke sana ke mari eh)
2. my phone
3. my bantal
4. my katil (ye...aku suke tido)
5. the top right hand corner of my bed ( sebab Cuma kat situ je leh dapat reception for Digi ,my Malaysian hp line…hehhe)
6. the bear (my companion during my insane days...)
7. lighter (kalau takde lighter at bilik mcm ne nk operation isap rokok??)


[7] seven random facts about me [7]

1. I bite my finger nails
2. I always carry 2 hp (1 for spore line,1 for malaysian line)
3. I always bring my pasport with me
4. I daydream a lot
5. I dunno why but 80% of the time I always order nasi goreng ikan bilis/kampung even though I actually wanted to eat something else
6. I always have fantasies of killing people especially minah baju kurung and minah tudung malaysia
7. I like looking at girls boobs


[7] seven things i plan to do before i die [7]

1. Get married.
2. Have babies and named one of them putera sampoerna...hehehhe (my husband and my mum sure ngamuk)
3. have my own house with a big bathroom and a complete kitchen with stove
4. visit all my overseas online frens
5. go turkey !! aku nak makan makanan kat sana!! Sedap2 tau sume!!!
6 bungee jump
7. nk tengok the outcome of sal,sri and chuck ble sume dah berumah tangga and have kids....(the makcik petoms will be back!)


[7] seven things i can do [7]

1. I can finish 2 whole watermelon by myself
2. bend my thumbs backward
3. keep quiet for 1 whole day
4. eat and eat and eat but no go beyond 47kg
5. I can do anything if I set my mind to it
6. I can shoot with a rifle and a revolver
7. play the canang (eyh tak sume org leh play the canang tau…saying this from experience)


[7] seven things i can't do [7]

1. swim
2. whistle
3. cannot refrain myself from not contacting atan semut
4. say no to telur pindang
5. refrain myself from biting my nails
6. forgive and forget (forgive yes..forget..never)
7. wear fake earings...aku nye telinga...telinga kulit mahal..muahahhaha

[7] seven words/sentences i say most [7]

1. awak
2. ok
3. eh?
4. oi
5. erm
6. suka ati ar
7. huh


[7] seven celeb crushes [7]

1. mike damus ( my 1st celeb crush from pigstale)
2. apek senario (dia mmg best)
3. Robert de nero ( I don’t have a crush on him but I love his movies)
4. Angelina jolie (she’s hot hot hot!!!)
5. Julia stiles
6. chek sal
7. and chek sal again


[7] seven people i love to see doing this [7]

1. aku tak kisah pun




wei..noid..sape ckp aku tak bother?

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Detik Bahagia Bermula

hari ini aku menerima dua berita gembira.


khas buat Freelife:


Tanhniah sayang kerana telah lulus ujian lesen memandu kereta.
Nah,kan betul apa yang saya katakan,jgn mudah putus asa.
Gagal sekali tidak bermakna gagal selamanya.
Buktinya,awak sudah lulus.
Dan sekarang boleh lah kita sama-sama kumpul duit untuk beli kereta ye.


Dan....aku juga mempunyai berita gembira untuk diriku sendiri.
Alhamdulillah kali ini aku lulus peperiksaan akhir tahun.
Bermakna,aku kini sudah tamat pengajian di politeknik.
Hanya menunggu diploma sahaja.
Lepas tu boleh lah aku mencari pekerjaan tetap.


Meniti Hari

Hari-hari yang dilalui dirasakan semakin menghampiri suatu perubahan. Perubahan yang entah bagaimana rentak iramanya. Tapi, yang pasti, jalan itu harus ku tempuhi untuk sebuah episod kehidupan.


Perubahan demi perubahan. Perubahan yang menagih seribu satu pengorbanan. Pastinya ada manisnya nanti. Segala-segalanya demi sebuah kebahagiaan agar hidup lebih bermakna.


ya allah,berilah aku kekuatan untuk menempuhi semua dugaan mu.

Rindunya Blog Ni....

Sudah sekian lama aku menyepikan diri dari laman ni.Terasa rindu pula.


Berbagai-bagai hal yang berlaku.
Yang sedih,yang pahit,yang menggeramkan,yang tak masuk akal dan juga yang manis.
Namun,alhamdulillah,walaupun saat ini aku masih lagi menghadapi berbagai masalah dan tekanan,aku masih mampu berdiri dan menjalani hidupku dengan tenang.


Aku akur bahawa kita semua hidup memang tak lari dari masalah.
Tapi aku bersyukur,aku mempunyai teman-teman yang mengambil berat tentang diriku dan sekaligus memberi aku bukan sekadar nasihat tapi juga semangat dan ketabahan untuk meniti hari-hariku.


Jutaan terima kasih buat teman-teman di alam nyata dan juga di alam siber.


Aku juga bersyukur dengan kehadiran seseorang yang ku sayang dalam hidupku yang semakin kosong ini.
Alhamdulillah,penantianku tidak sia-sia.


Sayang,aku sudah lupakan sengketa lama.
Aku mahu kita mulakan yang baru.
Semoga kini kita lebih kuat untuk menghadapi segala dugaan dan rintangan bersama,insyaallah.


Yang penting,kita mesti kuatkan semangat,tabahkan diri,dekatkan diri padaNya dan memohon pertolongan dariNya.


Tambahan lagi dengan tibanya bulan Ramadan yang mulia ini.
Semoga Ia membawa permulaan baru dalam hidupku.
Semoga Ramadan membawa ketenangan,keberkatan dan keceriaan.


Khas buat semua muslimah, Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah Puasa.


walau apapun yang terjadi,aku mesti tetap terus melangkah ke depan

Saturday, September 10, 2005

MEETING ALONG TMR

CHICKEN RICE ANYONE?

i got a part time job at banquet
at the chicken rice stall
will be starting on monday
dunno anyone there
dunno what to expect
so wish me luck everyone

jual nasi ayam pun boleh gak lah...asalkan duit masok

BBQ @ DESARU

i havent had the mood to blog the past few weeks
that explains this outdated update of the bbq i had at Tanjung Balau with the B.Pnawar guys...


anyways...all went well
food was more than enough
and very very yummylicious
my chicken wings were a hot fav
(i only get to taste 2 of em...grrr)
the turnup was good
(walaupun ada yg tak dpt hadir sebab tugas..ramai gak yg ada masa bbq tu)
i guess all of them enjoyed themselves
judging by their faces


and my mum definitely enjoyed the trip
suke dia melayan kerenah dak pnawar
(ali especially)
and they love my mum too
(i told u guys,my mum rox rite?)


and with that i'd like to take the opportunity to thank all those who came
(nk sebut satu-satu susah lak)
especially those who help me out with the food,stuff and all
special thanks to andika who had done me so much favour
not forgetting his family too


p/s weyh..korang nk suh aku buat lagi?no hal nye..tapi korg bincangkan lah ye and betau aku awal2 sebab aku skang dah keje


Monday, August 29, 2005

WORDS OF WISDOM

One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless it is surrendered.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

SEKSIS (ANITA SARAWAK)

Bila ku bersuara... kau kategorikan sebagai meleter
Bila kau tercabar... sebelum bertarung pun ku dah kau singkir
Tika di jalanan... cermat ku cuai
Di stereotype `lady driver¡
Bila tunjuk pandai... lagakmu hebat
Mengalahkan seorang profesor


Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kita saja terkena
Dahulu hingga kini
Kau memonopoli... cuba menguasai
Duniaku ini... oh mana aci


Korus:
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Hanya kerna namaku wanita
Walau ada kelemahannya
Engkau pun apa tidaknya oh
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Nanti kejantananmu tercabar
Takkanku menyerah kalah
Kerana madahmu berat sebelah
Tohmahanmu akan ku tepis
selagi persis tak terkikis seksis


Pabilaku ramah... manis lidah
Kau tuduhku bagai perempuan murah
Namun bila kau menutup helah
Katamu mengikut sunnah
Andai ku meniang rumahtangga
Jangan harap ucapan tahniah
Hujung bulan tiba... ku tuntut nafkah
Kau buatku macam peminta sedekah


Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kau juga juara
Asyik kita beri saja
Melayan takhta... siang malam buta
dan penuh setia... bagaikan raja



Thursday, August 25, 2005

LELAKI TETAP LELAKI

yup...ternyata sangkaanku tepat
sayang dan cinta hanya permainan kata bagi ramai lelaki

hahhahahahaahah..
one more guy trying to fool me uh?
well,u got the wrong girl cos ive had enough of guys like u
but for now...
i'll play along with ur little games...
and wait till its my turn to play u out..




this is getting fun...*winks*

Sunday, August 21, 2005

weekend was spent at East Coast Costa Sands Resort with my paternal family
food was abundant and really yummy (we had a bbq),
the cake was superb (celebrated bdays of those born in august) ,
the people were ok (my uncles,aunties and cousins arent the kecoh makcik2 kaypo type...excluding one or two)
but i was bored,lonely and not in the mood
most probably because i was expecting a certain someone but he didnt turn up on saturday as promised...


BUT...
SUNDAY was a brand new day..
he came at 11am (my dad fetched him)
spent some time with my family and about 5pm we excused ourselves from the chalet and headed to the beach first and then to city hall ( he wanted to buy some stuff frm peninsula plaza)


when i first saw him came with dad
i had wanted to give him a hug there and then
i forgot all the bad things he did to me
i was just soooo touched and elated he came


i miss him soo very much
ever since the big quarrel for 3 months and the break up
i never thought i would meet him again with the same feeling i had when we first went out on a date


i know he miss me too
and i can sense and see that he still loves me
and longed for us to be together just like old times


there arent any of HER smses in his hp anymore
maybe he had realised his mistakes
although he's still together with her


he knew i forgave him
he knew im willing to go back to him
so why did he say NO when i suggested a patch up?


i dunno...im confused
our relationship is really a complicated one..
BUT...its okay..
its enough for me to know that he still loves me
and i love him too
time and fate will determine whats next for us..


for now...lets just take this as a new beginning...



sayang,terima kasih.aku amat menghargai kehadiran mu dan aku harap kini kau faham dan sedar segala apa yg aku lakukan sebelum ini

Friday, August 19, 2005

A * * N

aaaaaaarrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

why do i always let HIM get to me????

u've become a total stranger and i fucking hate u now...

Thursday, August 18, 2005

MAAF

just received this from botak
"tadi ptg saya tak menepati janji.maaf"


i was kinda blur at first
what happened this afternoon?
what promise was it that he didnt keep?
why did he send that sms?


and then i remembered...


we were told to collect our lab test practice paper to practice for the coming lab test this afternoon but my fucked up lecturer never kept his promise
tried contacting him thru his extension but we couldnt get thru
botak sms-ed me and suggested calling his hp but unfortunately i dont have his hp
and so i replied this


(kat dlm class yg sama pun nk sms2 eh...ish2 pelik aku)


me : saya takde nombor hp dia.awk call ar
botak : jom ar
me : jom ?!? lek ar..lepas kelas
botak : ok



so after class i approached him and said...


me : ( facing the lift door ) so? nk call ke tak?
botak : (mcm menggelabah while suhaimi gave us that wierd look)erh..erm..besok ar..besok



and i just left...i thought that was it..
until i received his sms just now..
OH MY GOD!!
i totally didnt expect that sorry message..
how sweet is that??




omg..aku pun gile gak.login just to blog about this padahal tadi aku baru je nk lelapkan mata

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

ITCH

my lower lip is a little swollen
and it kinda itch a little
i think its due to the piercings
:(


talking about itch...
my fingers are itching to reply HIS sms-es..
been MIA-ing from HIM for 3 days now
but he hasnt stop smsing and trying to call me


i miss him..
yes..he's still the last person i think of before i go to sleep
despite the presence of tom,joe and harry (bukan nama sebenar)
arrrghh! its frustrating to not be able to get over him
BUT...
i will not succumb to the temptation
i will not relpy his sms-es
i will not answer his calls


even though i miss him soo much
cos im hurting really bad right now
over what he had done
and i fucking hate that bitch!




r u happier now that im gone?

Monday, August 15, 2005

BOTAK's NEW HAIRSTYLE

ahackz...
i cant stop stealing glances at botak in tutorial class today
i used to think that he was on a revenge to make up for being botak for 5 years of his life by not cutting off his very messy and outgrown hair
(its really really messy)


but finally...yes finally..
he got a haircut!! yey!!
its still long at the top but the sides are shaved
and yes..he looks more presentable now
terserlah kecomelan nye...heheh


though i would really love it if he's botak again
i think he looks really cute back during his botak days
it highlights his really big and beautiful eyes
and his smile...:D
i had a crush on him cos of that apart from his really wierd and mysterious ways


by the way...i sent him this sms after class today


" awak kelihatan kemas hari ni.nice haircut"
(wanted to add..tapi awk lebih cute kalau botak..but i didnt..hahah)


and this is what he replied
" haha.awak notice ye.menerima kasih"


hahahhahaha...he always give wierd replies
and i find it cute...waahahahahah





Sunday, August 14, 2005

SIAPA BILANG GADIS MELAYU TAK MENAWAN

the song is stuck in my head


just got back from danga bay with sal and norman
nothing much...just lepak...
and had to waste money on cab fare becos dearest norman didnt drive his car today
(bile kite klua 2 orang je kamu bawak kereta...tapi bile klua lebih dari 2 orang kamu bawak moto lak...apadah)
but cant blame him cos he didnt know sal was coming..
(urgh!! kalau tak dpt aku naik moto ngan dia eh..wahahahha...)


but norman was very mean and cheeky today!!!
for the first time in our entire 3 years of frenship...dia pukul aku!!!
(ok not really pukul lah...but still...grrrr!!!)


norman...norman...norman...
persahabatan aku dgn dia dah mencecah lebih dari 3 tahun
dia lah kawan malaysia yg pertama yg aku kenal
dari irc lak tu..
tak sangka leh rapat sampai skarang
dia lah (secara tak langsung) yg menjadi permulaan bagi penglibatan aku dgn budak2 kat malaysia
dan dia lah yg memulakan hobi merantau aku tu..


hmm...entahlah...
susah nk terangkan tentang persahabatan aku ngan dia
aku pernah sayangkan dia
dan dia pernah sayangkan aku
tapi pada 2 masa yg berbeza
dia pernah hancurkan hati aku
dan aku pernah sakitkan hati dia
tapi skarang ni...we've reached a point whereby..
kita tak hiraukan lagi soal hati dan perasaan masing2 terhadap diri masing2
we still do talk and joke about it sometimes
but...lepas tu...masing2 just abaikan bende tu mcm tu je
yes...we've accepted the fact that we're meant to be just close frens and nothing more


i love him
he loves me
but its a different kind of love
no one can understand this
but im glad he does


THIS ONE IS FOR U

i picked up a new hobby
to vent my anger,disappoinment and frustration
one more...
that is for u...




Saturday, August 13, 2005

ONCE UPON A BORING AFTERNOON

bored
no ciggies
limited cash
i saw a safety pin
and this is wat i did..











hehehehe...ni namanye takde keje

MEMORIES

prior to that...
khai sms-ed me
NO!not that desaru cycling Khai
its khai ECE...or better known as khai si mat tapered tu..
ahackz...wat a surprise!!!
its been so long since we've met
he's now graduated and in a months's time..he's gonna fall into the "abang2 polis" category too

oh gawd...memories of lepak sessions at atrium
and smoking sessions at bustop just came flooding by
those were the early poly days...

erkk!! all these reminiscing bout the past just makes me feel freaking old

Thursday, August 11, 2005

COINCIDENCES

ex-crushes been coming back into my life one after another


first it was juraimi (now abg polis)


then "botak" started sms-ing me again after years of silence
( had a lil crush on him in my early years in poly but we never talk when we meet even though we're in the same class not even smile when we bump directly into each other.kinda wierd cos i recalled an incident whereby we were the only 2 ppl in the lift..and he talks to me but once the door opens he acts as though he dont know me but he flirts in his sms-es )


and then..this morning and again at night had a chat with "pakcik munkee"
( the one who had my pic enlarged and framed up on the wall of his room
sampaikan umi dia can still remember me after like a year plus of not contacting each other cos he recognised me from the pic...but must be careful cos he's starting to have a crush on me again but problem is..he's attached now..so i must not kacau them)


and in the afternoon..a long lost irc fren sms-ed me
(i cant remember who the hell he is but he remembers everything about me and mind u..i havent been in irc for more than 3 yrs now )


mcm tau je aku nga single
and mcm tau je aku dah start using my starhub number
and im sure all these ppl will disappear soon like how they re-appeared


coincidences..coincidences..coincidences...
WIERD coincidences...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

KECOH DAY

i was out shoe hunting with sal,sis,sri today
supposed to hunt for vans originals but we found these instead..





i love far east plaza..it has anything and everything under one roof
1 thing i hate though..
being the very malas and simple minded melayu i am..
i'll forget all about the good things the place has to offer once i get out of far east plaza and
i can never ever remember what shop is where
so i always had a hard time going back to the shop i went to previously


ahackz!! kecoh and excited giler kite hari ni..
actually its not becos of the shoes
but its just us
when sri,sal and hani meets up..
there'll be no more peace
hahahhahahahah


rushed off to high street after that
racing against time to get to the top of the building
to catch these...











and after that..on the way home...
we met many many abang2 polis..
kene kacau plak tu..
but urgh!! menyesal aku bo layan abg polis yg kacau kite tu
sebab bile aku pusing balik..he's actually kinda cute!!


and...we met JURAIMI!!
yes!! that same juraimi i had a crush on like a few years back!
OMG!!! he looks soooo cute in his full police uniform!!
still donning that sweet cair-able smile of his..
sheesh!! reminds me of those times...
hahhahahahah....


and one more surprise of the day..
botak sms-ed me
yup!! botak np...
another ex-crush of mine
yg sombong nk mampos kat sekolah tapi kalau time member dia takde or masa sms frenly and cute abes...
OMG! wat is this??
crushes day??


wateva it is...today was fun !!

Monday, July 25, 2005

LOOK UP AND SAY HEY

i was scanning thru my old entries dated 2 months ago and..
oh my god!!
its scary!!!
ive turned into this whiny cry-baby love slave
was that really me?????
*almost fainted in disbelief*


im gonna put a stop to all these wallowing-in-self-pity mode
HELLO!!! its been 2 months!!
its MORE than enough dearest hani...


so from this moment on...


+ no more loved dovey sad jiwang or even whiny emo songs
+ its time to bring in the energy of Oi!, punk and hardcore!
+ not forgetting the happy tunes of Ska to start the morning
+ no more late nights spent crying my eyeballs out ..GET YOUR BEAUTY SLEEP!
+ no more reminiscning the past...just laugh it off
+ dont let him make u cry again... hani dear...u have many other frens who appreciates u and can make u laugh... go bug them instead!!
+ dont forget to polish up ur DM boots...its already collecting dust.its time u don them on again..wee~


hahhahaha...
welcome back hani...
welcome back..
here's a toast to u..


p/s sayang atok kebayan..lets get back to being just frens ya.. ;)


DEAD END

everythings gone
dreams and hopes shattered
things will never be back to normal again for us
worst still...
things will never get better
its getting worst day by day
and the emotional and mental stress is getting to me
im tired so please stop
i gave up
i lost hope
so please leave me alone
let me wilt and wither

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

TRIP WITH DAD TO KOTA TINGGI

DAD: ani,lepas hujan berhenti,kau siap2..kita gi kota tinggi.nak ikut tak?


ME : hah??? today?? kota tinggi?? again?? for what??


DAD : banyak tanye lak.nak ikut tak? inform atan sekali


ME: (in my heart.. what the hell???? tapi takpe..i better tag along) ok..set!


pergghh!! i cant wait to get a bike of my own.then i can go zoom zoom like my dad...anywhere..and anytime..


anyhow..shopping and lepak session with dad,atan,noli(his sis) and her fren was...erm...scary and confusing...


this shouldn't have happened


they are getting too close for comfort and the worst part is..WE r having issues...serious issues


Monday, July 18, 2005

KAMPUNG LIFE

weekends spent at kampung at segamat was an enjoyable one


even though electricity was cut due to heavy downpour..
it didnt dampened our spirits
and didnt affect our planned bbq


all thanks to the power of lampu colok deepavali (hah..thats wat i call it)
and thanks to the big big shelter we put up


but it was really fun bbqing during the heavy downpour..
played in the rain
me shivering while bbqing the satay and chicken
getting ourselves warm from the fire of the bbq pit


and...ive had enough of rambutans,langsat and durians especially!!
god!! i ate a whole lot of them..until im sick of them
if u see the amount we collected from dusun abang mokhtar
u'll be shocked!


i was bitten by an army of commado mosquitoes while picking the fruits and cili padi and pucuk ubi and what have yous...
hahahha...masa busy memetik tak terasa gatalnye...bile time tido..fuyo!! ish! merenyam satu badan


oh yah...forgot to mention bout the riding lesson..
perghh!! aku merempit tak igt dunia...!
kat kampung konfiden lah naik moto sebab kenderaan pun kurang...
heheh..


my nieces and nephews are all grown up...
and angah and zizi have become sooo handsome..
mesti ramai awek kan??:P


the only thing that irriates me is that
my uncle and aunties at kampung kept asking me about "cik abang kat kota tinggi"
how the hell they know about HIM????????


the 3 days 4 nights trip seems so short
but if we stayed any longer
i will get bored
cos there arent even handphone coverage
not much activities
and i miss my hp and internet
and i miss some people very much





Thursday, July 14, 2005

CINTA INTERNET

hani hani hani...
im always making frens from faraway
and the surprising thing is..
some of them turn out to be one of my really2 close frens
and the scary thing is..
some of these really2 close frens (intially just internet frens)
begin to have more-than-just-frens feelings for me
which make things really difficult for me
cos...


1)i already have an on-off boyfren whom i love very much(although we're having probelm rite now)
2)its difficult to tell them nicely that i only want us to be just frens without jeorpadizing the frenship and closeness we already shared
3) even if they can take the rejection..there will always be a problem with the boyfren


my boyfren is no longer mr understanding..
ever since i told him off and ask him to stop contacting the girl(his fren) who came between us before we broke up(she likes him and has been trying to get him in a really nice pijak semut tak mati kinda way that he became blinded by her at 1 point of time sampaikan dia sanggup menduakan aku..bwek!)..
he's been extra sensitive when it comes to my guy frens.
so if he knew about that...
he's gonna ask me to stop befrending them although they've already drop their feelings and trying to be just a fren...



please iqbal...dont call me sayang...
im sure there're many girls in kalimantan who really likes u and u ought to give them a chance...
even though im having issues with my guy
u know that i still love him dont u?
after all..we're really far away from each other..
i dont wanna lose the fresnhip we shared


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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

MY DAD & HIM

i had the shock of my life this afternoon..
just ended a minor quarrel with HIM when i got a call from DAD..


DAD was at Kota Tinggi and he called to ask me for HIS's number
DAD spent the whole afternoon with HIM and his lil sister
they even went shopping,had dinner and lepakked at kedai kopi talking crap and eating durian...


oh my god!!! im left speechless!!!


its really scary when ur parents r getting real close to ur bg/gf
especially when the person is my DAD


i shoudl be happy that they getting along really well but how come i have this scary feeling in my stomach?

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

its US once again

and WE are back to make ur life a living hell !!


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hey girl..back off! i win & u lose

Friday, July 08, 2005

ONE MORE CHANCE

aku tau keputusan aku ni bnyk menimbulkan rasa tidak puas ati
terutama sekali bagi kawan2 rapat aku
yg sudah banyak memberi aku nasihat
and mengambil berat tentang diri aku


aku tahu kamu semua mahu aku gembira
dan bukan melihat aku menangis
tapi dia adalah kebahagiaan aku
mungkin pada kamu semua keputusan aku ni bodoh
tapi aku yakin pada perasaan aku


aku sanggup terima risikonya
yang penting aku tidak akan mengaku kalah
dan aku akan cuba dapatkan apa yg aku mahu


aku rela diri ini menjadi orang kedua dlm hidupnya
walaupun aku sudah bnyk berkorban
walaupun aku tahu DIA sudah ada pengganti
aku akan tetap di sini...tetap menyayanginya...
selagi dia masih ada sayang pada diruku
tidak mengapa..satu masa nanti semuanya akan terbalas
penantian dan kesabaran ku ini akan mendapat ganjaran yg setimpal


sesungguhnya tuhan itu maha adil


p/s dont worry..aku takkan buat kamu semua risau tentang aku lagi
and sayang...untuk ke entah-berapa-kalinya, aku memberi mu peluang
aku akan berikan kau kebebasan yg kau inginkan...namun aku tidak akan
meninggalkan mu...kalau itu yg kau mahu...aku rela..


dalam kecewa ku hanya mampu katakan
tetaplah tersenyum karena itu jalan
yang kau telah kau pilih......
terbanglah......terbanglah.....bersama pelangi

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

just for u jack

no words can express how i feel
my tears
my wounds
my scars
say it all
aint all that enough for u?
or are u too blinded by her?
i can accpet it if u wanna leave me for her
i know she deserves u more
i know she has waited such a long time for u
i know ure not happy with me
thats why u cant leave her even when we got together
thats why u got angry when i say i dont like u
thats why u come up with all excuses when i ask u to tell her to clear things up with me
to prove that u aint got anything more than just frenship with her
i left u 1 month ago
i admit..
i was suffering without u by my side
i am still suffering now
but why do u come back just to hurt me again?
please dont ask me to stay
im hurting enough already
dont ask me to stay
cos i cant
i cant bear the hurt & pain anymore
but if u want me to suffer in silence..
i will try..
for ur sake i will
but i fear what my ending will be..


sepatah kata sayang yg kau lafazkan
menghiris hatiku yg kini hanya tinggal sisa
sisa yg sudah hancur,remuk


setiap sentuhan mu
ku rasa seperti ditusuk sembilu
pedihnya,sakitnya teramat sgt


namun aku takkan menghalang setiap katamu itu
aku takkan menahan setiap sentuhan mu
akan kubiarkannya berulang



kerana kata2 itu yg ku mahu kau lafazkan
kerana kehangatan sentuhanmu itu yg ku ingin rasakan


walau diri ini terseksa
aku rela..itu semua


puisi ini tidak seperti yg asal..kerana yg asal sudah dia hilangkan...

Monday, July 04, 2005

YOUR NAME + HER NAME

your name + her name = R********D


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Saturday, July 02, 2005

ADA YANG HILANG....

Ada yang hilang
ketika kau hilang
hatiku
jiwaku


Ada yang pergi
ketika kau pergi
senyumku
tawaku


hidupku ikut hilang bersamamu
cintaku ikut pergi bersamamu


sementara aku maish di sini
mencuba tegak berdiri
tanpamu

tentang dia...

INSOMNIA

sekarang sudah pukul 6 pagi
aku masih lagi belum tidur
sedikit pun aku tidak rasa mengantuk
pelik kan??


dari tadi aku cube lelapkan mata tapi tidak berjaya
untuk menghilangkan rasa bosan
aku menghabiskan masa di depan komputer
bermacam-macam lelaman internet aku lungsuri
sampaikan aku berjaya mengubah keseluruhan lelaman myspace aku tu
tapi mataku tetap tidak terasa penat


iiissshhh!!!
pelik pelik pelik!!
kenapa agaknye aku tidak boleh tidur hari ini?
hmmm...mesti ada sesuatu yg sedang mengganggu fikiranku
tapi apa????
urghh!!!

off to light another stick of sampoerna

Sunday, June 26, 2005

BANDAR PENAWAR JAUH DI MATA DEKAT DI HATI

klik sini untuk gambar semasa di bandar penawar


bandar penawar masih seperti dulu
tetap menenangkan


new friendship was born this time
& old friendship strengthened


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tak sangka lak sebenarnye dah lebih dari setahun aku mengenali mereka
aku bersyukur kerana persahabatan yg terjalin sudah semakin erat
namun pada masa yg sama, aku takut akan perubahan yg bakal berlaku
perubahan yg sudah tentunye tak dpt dielakkan apabila masing2 semakin rapat


aku tak mahu nanti kenangan manis bertukar pahit
aku tak mahu hilai tawa bertukar tangisan
aku tak mahu kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan bertukar kesedihan dan kemarahan
aku tak mahu wujudnye ketidak puasan, perkelahian, salah fahaman dan sebagainye
namun aku tahu...perubahan tak dpt dielakkan


walau apa pun yg terjadi
semoga persahabatan kita kekal abadi


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walau jauh di mata,tetap dekat di hati

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

TINY TUBE TOPS

BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
its freezing cold here (school's library)
im shivering as i typed this entry
& im in a long sleeved black top
looking over to the girl next to me
makes me wonder whether tiny tube tops comes with its own heating system
cos she dont look as if she's a teeny bit cold
HMMMMMMMMMMMM??????

SENYUM SEINDAH SURIA

yes im smiling again..
actually nothing special happened
just that i felt good when i make ppl around me smile & in turn they make me smile & feel good about myself


lets count all the good things that makes me smile


1) As u know..HE passed his finals


2) im sooo happy for As..she & sido got back together
and she was really grateful to me for being there for her all along.it felt so good to be of use to someone & be appreciated for it


3)received a call from someone who havent called for a year...oh my god! he still remebered me and still calls me his guardian angel...how sweet rite??


4) received a message from a fren i lost touch with after a misunderstanding...hehe...he's not angry with me lah...aku je yg paranoid...


5) andika made me laugh during our chat session this morning.we crapped non-stop and it was just crazy~!!! so who says ckp kosong tu cume membuang masa je?


6) those other frens who messaged me yesterday..thank u for being concern about me.At least i know there r still many ppl out there who cares for me and are really looking forward to spending time with me AGAIN...u guys never got sick of me eh...


7) i managed to do my lab assigment single-handedly and i helped all those in my group. haha...bukannye riak tapi it really felt good. for once ever since the semester started..i dont feel stupid...


8) and many other small things that happened along the way...be it smiling at the nenek at the bustop...or wateva...


ok now im off to complete my quiz...ta-ta


senyum seindah suria yang membawa cahaya
senyumlah dari hati , duniamu berseri
senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupan
kau tersenyum ku tersenyum kemesraan menguntum

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

CHEERS TO U

congratulation to HIM for passing his finals
see...i told u that u would make it
u deserved it..im just happy for u & i wish u many more happiness to come



at least one of us is happy...cheers to u

MY FRIEND, THE STRANGER

"i dont know u , i just dont understand u"

funny u said that after a yr we're together
worst still u insisted that im just like HER
though im appalled & deeply hurt by that, im just gonna keep quiet & let it go
u have ur own right to say anything u want
u have ur own right to make assumptions
there's no point forcing u to see what u cant see in me


it seems distance not only drifted us apart physically
but also emotionally
we're like strangers now
we might as well be
at least we wont hurt each others feelings cos strangers dont do that
but things are often more complicated than it seems
cos how can u act like total strangers after going thru a lot with that person?


i know i suggested starting over..
but seriously im not sure if its gonna work out..
we'll get to know each other again
learn & try to understand each other again
just like when we first met
and from there we'll just let nature take its own course
we might get back together
we might not


here's to a new start..
here's to a new frenship..
here's to a new me...


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risking all i had
risking losing u
but i just wanna make things right again between us
i just want u to smile
just like me in that pic
although looks can be deceiving

Monday, June 20, 2005

AKU BUKAN DIA

aku tahu kelemahan diriku
diri ini serba kekurangan
namun aku tak perlu diperkecilkan
dibandingkan dengan si DIA
yang pernah kau sayang
yang pernah kau puja
walau kau tak pernah melafazkannya
secara terus terang, secara nyata
tapi ku tahu kau mahu aku seperti DIA
membuatkan ku tersepit
terperangkap dalam bayang-bayangnya
membuatkan aku tertekan
membuatkan aku membencinya


jika kau kata kau sayangi aku
terimalah aku seadanya
namun jika kau masih menyayanginya
jangan kau seksa diri ini
jangan kau paksa aku berubah
aku tak rela disakiti
aku tak mau kecewa mengejar cinta yang tiada
aku cume mahu disayangi seadanya
aku bukan dia

Sunday, June 19, 2005

A SONG FOR U MY DEAR!

"My Eyes Burn" - Matchbook Romance



My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever



So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment



I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway



Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place



Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment



So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
[x4]


Friday, June 17, 2005

SELAMAT BERTUNANG

click title for pics!

sabtu lepas merupakan hari pertunangan kakak sedara aku
Lydiana Othman dengan pasangannye Abg Wan


fuh!! meriah sungguh majlis pertunangan dorang berdua
lebih kurang mcm majlis persandingan lah
tapi tak lah berlebihan
sume cume ala kadar je


Kak Yana nampak begitu ayu and simply gorgeous!
mcm perempuan melayu terakhir..hehe
the make-up wasnt over-done
the make-up artist did a great job
tambaham lagi dgn design baju yg lawa giler lah!
(i loved the silver one better than the purple one)


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hantaran yg diberi quite a lot tapi tu sume sumbangan dari sedara mara


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Kak Yana was all smiley!!
i bet she must be really happy..(of cos lah!!)



ada photo-shoot lagi!!
glamer !!!
dan aku suke cincin berlian dia tu!!



ish!! mcm best je! aku pun rasa mcm nk tunang lah
sape nk tunanag ngan aku hah?


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wahahhahaha...kau dah gile eh hani??
igt tunang tu mcm gi gig ke??
wahahhaha...jauh terpesong aku eh..


apa2 pun...smoga dorang berdua kekal smpai ke jinjang pelamin dan ke anak cucu cicit.....




Wednesday, June 15, 2005

KEHIDUPAN


"What is the use of living when there is nothing that u believe in? Then u wouldn't have anything to live for. For I feel that our beliefs is the thing that keeps us going. We believe in our goals, our ambitions, our love, and the loev of those who love us.
"
dipetik dari blog NERD/NOID



kengkadang aku juga rasa kosong
seperti hidup aku ni sia-sia je



aku lalui hari2 ku seperti robot
setiap pagi aku bangun
yg terlintas di fikiranku hanya satu...
menjalani hidup seperti semalam
kerana apa?
kerana terpaksa..
kerana aku masih bernyawa..



jadi...untuk apa aku hidup kalau ketiadaan aku di dunia ni takkan menjejas apa2?
mau saja aku akhiri kehidupan ini
NAMUN....
adakah aku sudah bersedia berdepan denganNYA?



bila terfikir tentang alam setelah mati
baru aku sedar
aku hidup di dunia ini
hanya untuk mencari SATU KUNCI
tidak 2 atau 3...hanya SATU
iaitu kunci ke syurga
dan di situlah nanti aku akan dpt kepuasan yg tiada tandingan



jadi..segala apa yg kita hadapi di dunia ini..
schooling , working , good pay, good frens, love life and what-have-yous..
itu sume hanya sekadar pelakon tambahan dlm sandiwara duniawi
just to spice things up..
thats all...



So my dearest NOID.....



dont think of it too much girl..
take life 1 step at a time
enjoy the good things in life..
share ur sorrows with ur frens (hey hey!! aku included tau!!)
and SMILE
even when the going gets tough
*hugs*...i love you!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

ATTACK OF THE BLUE SCREEN

arrrrgggghhhh!!!!
laptop aku wat hal lagi!!
asyik kene attack blue screen je
tapi...
aku mana de download pape??
buat hal betul lah!!habis sume data kene wipe out
sebab kene reformat!!!
bnyk online assignment yg aku kene wat..
nota2 sume hilang..
LAHABAU!!
aku nye division lak bongok nak mampus...
suruh install balik software2 sume...
yang xperlu mcm dreamweaver sume dia install..
tapi microsoft office takde...
BAYANGKANLAH!!!!
word doc,power point sume tak de..
OIII!!! LU ORANG GILE KE PE???


aku nk serang office!!!

Monday, June 06, 2005

YOU HAVE A MESSAGE

Time : 12midnite

" you have message..."
beeped my hp..
" 1 message received.. sender : Munkee "


OH MY GOD!!!
For 3 years since we've been friends...
that was the FIRST time he took the initiative to message me
and for no important reason at all
he just wanted to ask if i was fine..


wierd wierd wierd..
just plain wierd..
yet it was a nice surprise...




Thursday, June 02, 2005

LAYANAN BODOH

went JB today
had to send something to someone @ penang via speedpost
it was my 1st time
no idea wat to do
dont even know where the place was
luckily Mokujin was kind enough to accompany me..
heheh!
dpt free lunch agi...
thank you soooo much Along!

but the service at the post office was fucked up
HELL-O...
ko igt ko keje kerajaan dah cukup best ke pe?
muke je lawa tapi budi bahasa hancus nak watpe??

u didnt gimme clear instructions..
didnt offer ur help (when u were supposed to)
worst still...
u gave that fucked up look when i asked u what i should do

bleugh!

Monday, May 30, 2005

ALBUM TERHANGAT DI PASARAN

Kumpulan : The (Exploited) Killa Petoms
Album : The Ice Kachang Heroes




hakcipta Chuck









cepat dapatkannya di pasar-pasar berdekatan
(dan juga kedai kasut terpilih)
selagi stok masih ada


* ni lah keje kengkawan aku yg takde keje.woit! berangan jek lebih korang ni eh...tapi takpe lah.wahahaha...lawak lawak!!!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

DEWA - AIRMATA

Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi ... takkan sanggup
Menghapus penyesalan


Penyesalan yang kini ada ... jadi tak berarti
Karna waktu yang bengis ... terus pergi


Menangislah.. bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua.. manusia
Manusia bisa terluka.. manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusiapun bisa mengambil Hikmah ...


Dibalik segala duka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran


Dibalik segala suka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang mungkin bisa jadi cobaan ...

APA GUNANYA

Apa gunanya bicara
jika tuturnya mengundang luka
pada hati yang sedia parah
menanggung beban kecewa
seribu duka terpendam
teramat dalam...

Apa gunanya memujuk
jika rajuknya sudah berdarah
mengalir tanpa henti
pekat dan merah
hangat memikul sebak
teramat ngeri...

Apa gunanya memohon maaf
jika maknanya sudah tiada
pintanya terlalu kerap
atas kesilapan berulang-ulang
menjadikan ia pelarian
mainan kata-kata
teramat murah

Apa gunanya kesal
jika segalanya sudah terlambat
tak mungkin berpaling lagi
menyambung suatu kebodohan
kerana yang berlaku
adalah bukti kecuranganmu
teramat nyata..


Sunday, May 22, 2005

SESI FOTOGRAFI DI BANDAR PENAWAR

some of my fav pics







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oits!! gambar aku takde!! Asyik gamba budak2 ni je..gambar budak2 lain pun takde

BANDAR PENAWAR

"Oi!aku peliklah ngan kau ni.Tetiba je menghilang.Bile kau menghilang pun orang tak perasan.Ke mana kau menghilang pun orang tak tau.Nk contact pun tak dapat.Ni mesti "outstation" ni.Tak tau nk dok diam2 kat Singapore ke?Ntah kemana-mana je kau pergi kali ni"


Aku baru balik dari Bandar Penawar lah.
Aku pergi jumaat lepas.
Hek eleh!masa aku kat umah entah berapa minggu takde satu pun cari
bila aku menghilang tak sampai seminggu ramai pulak yg sibuk mencari.
Peliklah korang ni.
bila diajak tak pernah pulak nk ikut.
Mcm2 alasan.
Singapore ni stakat besar mana je.
Takkan nk hidup bagai katak bawah tempurung.
Sekali-sekala bergaul lah dgn orang luar.
bak kata pepatah jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan.


Bandar Penawar...
satu tempat yg sudah tidak asing lagi bagi diriku
masuk ni sudah 3 kali aku ke sana
(last aku pegi september tahun lepas..uish! lama tu tapi dorang masih igt kat aku eh..)
atas tujuan mengunjungi kengkawan


mmg aku suka bercampur ngan dorang sume
mmg lain dari yg lainlah
lepak ngan dorang dpt tenangkan fikiran
release tension
walaupun aku bnyk diam tidak bmakna aku bosan
(tapi agaknye kalau lepak lama sikit...dah sedap...berbunyi gak aku nanti)
24jam sentiasa tersenyum dan terhibur ngan gelagat dorang especially bile sume dah berkumpul
pecah perut dibuatnye


suasana pun tenang,aman....


tapi harap2 aku tak menyusahkan dorang suma
dan dorang sume tak serik nk pelawa aku ke sana agi
sebabnye aku mmg nk ke sana lagi


di kesempatan ini aku nk ucapkan terima kasih bebanyak kepada sesiapa yg telah susah payah menunggu aku kat lakin,
yg amik dari kota,
yg sediakan tmpt stay,
yg jadi tour guide,
yg jaga makan minum aku kat sana,
yg temankan aku balik dan yg lain2 yg turut ada di sana
...especially to Ali and Andika.....

Friday, May 20, 2005

IM NOT OKAY (I PROMISE)

Great! Just great!



1) I just had a break up
2) My tutees' mum just called regarding my my tutee's results
The sister failed her English and just passed the rest of her subjects
3) Im starting my semester in 3 days time (while the rest of my frens r out job hunting)



So much for a self-esteem boost uh



Bleugh!



Bro Sinny~!!! Im drowing!! SOS !! (not like ure gonna read this anyway)
I think u should just shoot me!




I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)



But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

JACK & SALLY

Jack : hi sally,hope you're happy today.about yesterday,its all my fault



Sally : its not your fault.i know,I changed.can we go back to being just friends cos i dont wanna lose a friend.



Jack : I don't know. I can't make u happy but only make u cry. Im so stupid when it comes to girls. Im a liar



Sally : Well, if that's your answer,its ok then.gdnite and gdbye



Jack : Sally,I want u to know that u're the only one in my heart.I hope u understand.



Jack : Sally are u serious? U want us to be just frens? Nothing more?Do u still love me?



Sally : I love you but I think we're much happier when we were just friends like old times



Jack : I hope ure happy now.Thanks sayang sebab selama ni memahami diri saya



Sally : so was that a YES?



Jack : Why do u want all this?



Sally : I want both of us to be happy. U remember how we were back in the days when we used to go jamming together?



Jack : Of cos I remember all theose times I spent with u.But do you think it'll do both of us good if we end our relationship now?



Sally : .... Actually....i don't know



Jack : im listening to your mp3 player.Matchbook Romance – your stories,my alibis. Im sad but I hope ure happy. Don't cry anymore.



I love u jack skellington...I do...
But I dont think i can handle emotions..feelings..
I cant handle all that..
Im incapable of loving anyone..
I'll end up just hurting them..
That's why I want us to be just frens
Im sorry..




i'm not okay (i promise)

Monday, May 16, 2005

AMALKAN GAYA HIDUP SIHAT

haha..just had a chat with mr god_love_me666
(shan't disclose his real name here)
it's been a while since we saw each other online
and everytime when we do..we'll definitely crap alot!!
never a dull moment
maybe because we seldom chat
u know what they say...
too much of something is a bore
but things u get very little of..
u'll be craving for more


or maybe i just loved the way things are between us..
just mere cyber frens
and we never ever habour any feelings for each other
so wateva we do..wateva we say..never bothers any of us


WOOHHOO!! freedom of speech..freedom of expression...i like!!

p/s: i miss my other chatting frens too....like...hehe...shall not mention here


Opss!im digressing here..
was supposed to talk about "AMALKAN GAYA HIDUP SIHAT"
one of the topics we discussed
which led to smoking habits..


ive actually stopped smoking for a while now..
realised that im not addicted to nicotine
cos ive never had a craving for ciggs when i dont have em
but WHY cant i just stop smoking totally??


This Wed is Sal's bday lepak session
and i just planned to go JB tomorrow to go get some cigs
now why would i do that if its not a necessity for me?
i dont need cigs when i lepak-ed with HIM and frens
why do i need cigs now?
is it cos every one of them smoke?
but everyone of my other frens smoke too


ok...ok...im getting a lil paranoid
but i just cant help wondering why


hmmm.....maybe im just used to it



ahhh....lantaklah!

BEST OF LUCK


HIS final exam is starting today
hope he'll be alright

Sunday, May 15, 2005

FREEDOM OF INFORMATION


In 1946, the United Nations General Assembly (UNGA) passed one of its very earliest resolutions:


"Freedom of Information is a fundamental human right and... The touchstone of all freedoms to which the United Nations is consecrated."






Freedom of Information is also enshrined in the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR), whereby Article 19 of the UDHR:


"Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers"



haha...but obviously in every country there'e restrictions...so what's all this democratic Singapore bullshit???

Friday, May 13, 2005

M-A-L-A-S

bleugh!!!!
my next semester's schedule is already out
Isnin hingga Rabu
8 pagi hingga 3 petang
Ahhhhh!!!!
Malas sungguh!
mmg padan muka aku...sape suh malas sgt nk amik exam tahun lepas???


somebody just shoot me!

Thursday, May 12, 2005

SABUN TARUH AIR KOCAK2 JADI BUIH

Hehehehhehe
Anda kenal dgn cogan kata di atas?
Ia diambil dari antara lagu kegemaran aku masa kanak2
Mmg dari kecik aku suka main sabun
Sampailah sekarang
(ye lah..nak ejek,ejek lah.Mmg aku ni dah tua ganyut tapi perangai mcm budak2 )
(tapi aku tak suka pesta buih yg kat Sentosa eh..tolong sikit)


Anyway..
Aku nga mandi petang tadi,nga nak syampu
tiba-tiba aku terigt zaman kanak2 riang..main sabun..wasting syampu
I just had the urge to relive that childhood moment
And I did!
Muahhahahahah
Mcm dah buang tebiat!
Tapi takpe,bukannye selalu buang2 syampu dan sabun
Seronok tau!!!


Cerita ni aku kongsi bukannye apa
Cume nak mengingatkan kengkawan sume
You're never too old to have fun
Don't let the kid in you rot with age
Let them out
You'll be caught for a surprise
There's no harm being carefree like a kid once in awhile
A good way to relieve your stress


Ada sesiapa yg nak berkongsi pengalaman zaman kanak2 riang mereka?i'd love to hear about it!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

SEBUAH NOVEL TENTANG KAMU

aku baru sahaja mendapat kiriman buku entah dari sape yg bertajuk Stealth Force
Hmmm..sape pulak yg kirim aku buku tu?
Seigt aku,aku takde pulak order buku tu..
terkejut aku sekejap bile terbaca nama aku di muka depan buku tu
Biar betul!!
Aku terus baca synopsis buku tu..here's what was written




"Noor Hani Bt Sayemi is a young Singaporean who embarked on an extraprdinary life in 2005.Opening in the author's home,this book serves as an autobiography of the writer's experience as a Naval Systems Specialist..."





Uik!!!
Aku jadi bertambah-tambah terkejut dan confuse
Tanpa berlengah aku koyakkan sampul plastic dan terus buka ke pertengahan buku tu
Nak tau gak apa yg ditulis di dlm ttg diri aku tu.




Hah???
Muke surat kosong??
Bnyk pulak tu.
Apa ni??




Bile aku baca muke surat depan buku tu..
Baru lah aku tau yg buku tu kiriman The Singapore Navy yang cube memancing aku untuk join the force
Buku tu cume mengibaratkan kalau aku betul2 jadi Naval Systems Specialist,hidup aku akan lebih mencabar seperti sebuah novel




Hek eleh!!!
Tertipu aku rupanya
Walaupun cara dorang "memancing" tu agak menarik perhatian
Dan juga bayaran mmg lumayan
Tapi aku takkan join the navy




Knape aku nak menjadi sebahagian dari badan2 yg menyokong peperangan?
Apa guna melaungkan PEACE NO WAR,FOOD NOT BOMBS
Kalau kite sendiri menjadi dalang?
Bukankah ianya satu hipokrasi?
Tangan dan otak yg dianugerahkan tuhan bukan untuk membunuh sesame manusia!!





War is not some fictional story
Its reality which needs a STOP

NASIB TAK SEBURUK YG DISANGKA

Kalau korang sume dah baca entry yg sebelum ni mesti korang pelik
ye lah..
kata dah kehilangan akaun Blogspot dan Hotmail tapi macam mana boleh update blog entry kat sini??


hehehehheh
alangkah gembiranya aku pada saat ini
sebabnye....
aku sebenarnye mmg telah diserang virus tapi virus tu takde lah serious sgt
gara2 panic, masa aku hendak menghapuskan virus tersebut
aku telah meng-activatekan internet security aku ke level yg paling tinggi
lepas tu...sendiri lupa
bila aku nak login masa hari2 selepasnye
aku tak dpt login sebab internet security was on to high level
so tak dapat nk masuk site2 yg kurang selamat


Wahahahahhahahaha!!!
oleh itu aku sebenarnya tak kehilangan akaun2 aku tu
Selenge sungguh aku ni!!


apa2 pun jadikanlah cerita itu sebagai peringtana.Bende2 sebegitu tetap boleh terjadi.Sediakan payung sebelum hujan.

MANGSA VIRUS INTERNET

Arrrrrgggghhhhh!!!!
Geram geram geram!!
Sejak beberapa hari yg lepas aku tak dapat login akaun Hotmail dan Blogspot aku.
Asyik dapat error message yg menyatakan password yg ditaip salah padahal mmg itulah password yg aku slalu gunakan.
Sah! Aku sudah menjadi mangsa virus internet.
(gara2 men-download free games!!)
(entah worm ke spyware ke Tupperware ke apa2 lah aku tak tau pasal ni sume)
Yg jelas walaupun aku dah hapuskan semua aku sudah kehilangan akaun Hotmail dan Blogspot aku tu.
Rasa nyesal tak sudah!
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(napelah tak simpan alamat2 email tu sume kat tempat lain eh)
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Oleh itu,aku nasihatkan kat kengkawan sume

BERHATI-HATI DI JALAN RAYA

Saturday, May 07, 2005

PENANG TRIP:FIRST DAY

Oi Kawan2..
kali ni aku nak kongsi pengalaman aku masa gi Penang aritu
banyak tau halangan!!


JUMAAT (29 April)


4pm -
planning mmg nak klua skarang tapi tiba2 je hujan lebat..terpaksa tangguh


6pm -
hujan masih lum renyai tapi aku keluar gak.
takut nanti sesak kat imigresen tu...tak sanggup aku jadi mcm ikan sardin dlm tin.
lagipun takut tiket bas habis
(pakai payung pun tetap basah kuyup gak..kesian aku)


7pm -sampai Terminal Bas Lakin
Mak oi!!! ramainye orang!! berpusu-pusu sume nak beli tiket.
Hati aku dah tak sedap.
Tiket mesti habis ni.
Kalau dabis mcm ne eh?
aku dah lah sorang ni (ieza tak dpt datang)
aduh! pening aku dibuatnye


dari satu kaunter ke satu kaunter aku tanye
sume tiket ke Penang dah bis
tapi aku tetap tak putus asa..
aku tetap kene dapatkan tiket ke Penang yg bertolak mlm ni


last2 ada brother tiket bas ni yg tolong aku

Abg tiket
"Dik,bas ke Penang mmg sume dabis.Yg tinggal cume bas ke Butterwoth je.Bih baik adik beli ni sebelum habis"


Aku
"Tapi saya nk gi Penang bukan Butterwoth"
(terserlah kebodohan aku..part ni kalau org nak tipu aku mmg senang ni)



Abang tiket
"Butterwoth dekat je ngan Penang.Kalau nak beli cepat dik..tinggal 2 tiket je lagi ni"


Mcmne eh mcmne eh.
aku kebingungan sensorang.
Sms si DIA pun DIA tak reply.
Tepon Min pun xdpt.
Aduh!! mcm ne ni???
agaknye abang tu nampak muke aku bertukar mcm muke entah apa entah dia bawak aku gi nengok map of malaysia.


Oh!! betullah Butterworth dekat ngan Penang.
Cume naik ferry je gi seberang
tapi seram gak...
Min tunggu aku kat Penang bukan Butterworth
aku sorang,tak pernah jejak langsung kat tempat tu
nak beli ke tanak??
alah!shott je lah.Barulah adventure kan??hehe
so aku pun belilah tiket tu..


bas bertolak kul 10pm.
Skang baru kul 8pm.
Aku ada lagi 2jam untuk melepak.
Aku beli kentang pastu dok kat McD.
Bosan doh lepak sensorang mcm org bodoh.
Nasib baiklah masa keluar dari toilet aku terjumpe Ashraf Desaru.
Ada gak lah org yg temankan aku bebual sambil tunggu bas.


10pm -
Bas sepatutnye dah gerak tapi entah apasal tiket aku ditukar ke bas company lain yg bertolak kul 11pm.
ARRRRRGGGHHH!!! kene tunggu lagi!!
jgn aku kene tipu dah la.
Masa ni aku tawakal je lah.
Nak buat mcmne kan?


11pm -
WEEEEE~!!! bas dah sampai.
aku tak kene tipu.
tapi alamak! dpt seat depan siot!! aduh!! payahlah aku nak tido mcm ni.
Tmpt duduk pun sempit.
Sampai sana mesti cramp tgn,kaki,badan aku sume.hai...apalah nasib.
tapi takpe.yg penting aku skang on the way nk gi PENANG.WEEE~!!



hendak seribu daya...tanak seribu dalih

PENANG TRIP:SECOND DAY

SABTU (30 April)


1am -
tak boleh tido aku dlm bas.
mmg susah nak lelap kalau kau nampak jalan raya kat depan kau.
ye lah..mcm aku pulak drebar bas.
tmpt duduk lak sempit.
pusing sini tak kene.situ tak kena.
terseksa tau aku dlm bas tu


8:30am -
akhirnye sampai kat Butterworth!
adeiii!! sakit2 lenguh2 badan aku sume.
leher aku pun cramp! mmg terseksa lah.
lain kali aku akan book tiket awal2 pastu naik bas yg selesa sikit.


ok skang mana aku nak gi.
aku tau aku sepatutnye naik feri ke Penang.
Dgn selambanye aku pun cari lah feri sendiri.
Nk tanye org sume turun bas muke stone.malaslah nk tanye
nasib baik aku ni bukanlah road idiot.
jenis yg mmg asal boleh jalan je so aku dptlah cari terminal feri tu.


9am -
HAHAHHAHAHAH!!! tak sangka.s
ampai gak aku kat PENANG!! aku pun tepon Man
(betau dia aku selamat sampai)
sms DIA and tepon Min
(Min yg spatutnye amik aku sebab aritu BF aku ada kelas smpai ptg)

adeiii!! lagi satu halangan yg terpaksa aku tempuh.
badan dah lepak giler ni tapi terpaksa tunggu lagi sebab Min masih ada kat hospital buat checkup mata.


aku laparrr sgt..aku belilah epok2..sedap gak epok2 dia..ada ayam kt dlm..best!!
aku ngantuk sgt!!
hampir2 terlelap kat tepi road tu.
kalau korang tengok aku masa tu..ish!!
mmg korang kesian kat aku.
untuk mengelakkan drpd terlelap,terpaksalah aku isap rokok.
(hai...rugi rugi...dah berbulan2 aku tak merokok.tapi takpelah)


10:30am -
kelihatan seorang lelaki botak bert-shirt merah lonsdale ngan jeans.
siap ngan DM agi.
masa tu happy giler tapi tak larat nk wat pape.
da ngantuk penat sgt.


kitorang pun gerak ke KOMTAR.
gi minum,lapar nak makan tapi tak selera mungkin sebab perut dah masuk angin.
so kite tunggu je lah DIA sampai.


sempat gak Min bawak aku jenjalan kat shopping centre kat situ.
Fuh!! besar gak shopping centre dia.
mcm2 ada jual.
tapi kaki aku masa tu dah tak larat dah tapi tetap maintain lah.heheh.


lambat tul si DIA ni.
segan aku lepak sensorang ngan kengkawan Min.


1:30pm -
huh! akhirnya sampai gak DIA.
entah kenapa tiba2 aku mcm bersemangat gitu.
heheh.mestilah.sebab org yg dirindu dah ada kat depan mata.
rasa mcm nk peluk je terus tapi seganlah kat khalayak ramai.
die makin kuruslah.
kesian aku tengok.
tapi aku tetap hepi!!


after that kite gi makan,and jenjln...pusing2.
bnyk tmpt gak kite pergi.
mmg lenguhlah kaki aku.


yg paling best..masa gi makan PASEMBUR kat kedai tepi jalan.
PASEMBUR tu mcm rojak mamak la tapi lain sikit.
sayang sekali kamera aku nye flash buat hal so aku xdpt nk amik pic
(sorry eh sal!!)
lepas makan malam kite jalan tepi pantai.
sekali tengok mcm kat dataran kat JB.
mcm kat east coast kt singapore pun ada.


jln punya jln punya jln sampailah ke tmpt yg dipanggil Gurney Drive.
(situlah terletaknye kondo kawan Min dan di situlah kita sume bermalam)

mlm tu aku tido tak igt orang.flat terus!


time seems to fly

PENANG TRIP:: THIRD DAY

SABTU (1 Mei LABOUR DAY TAPI TIS TIME KT PENANG XDE SAMBUTAN PAPE..bosan gak)


fuaaahhh!!! rasa fresh bile bangun pagi.
bukak mata je nampak muke DIA kat sebelah.
rasa mcm mimpi.
masih tak sangka aku leh sampai kat penang.


hilang sume penat lelah dan segala mcm cramp yg aku rasa smalam.
trima kasihlah kat tilam empuk kepunyaan entah sape tu.


agenda seterusnye
(lepas mandi sume lah)...

breakfsast time!!
(biasalah aku kalau bab makan mmg nombor 1)

kali ni kita makan nasi kandar kt area komtar sana
fuuuhhh!!! kari dia mmg sedap hingga menjilat jari
lauk2 dia sume mmg best lah
lagi2 makan guna tangan
harga pun murah!


after that...Min balik dulu,tinggalkan aku ngan DIA..
finaally after soooo long..
get to spend the day with him alone
kitorang didnt do anything much la
just gi CC
jenjalan lagi kat area komtar
gi bundle
(hehe..aku beli seluar for rm15.warna hijau coklat mcm kaler pokok gitu.DIA yg suh aku beli sbb mmg just nice untuk aku la.mmg charer ar)

kat bundle terserampak plak ngan kengkawan se-ostel DIA
segan aku
mana tak nye..sume jumpe DIA je tanye soalan yg sama
"mana awek kau?"
(looks like the whole of Penang knows im coming)
padahal aku ada kat bundle tu gak..
(masa tu aku kat t-shirt section...dia kat seluar section)
entah apelah yg dorang komen psl aku eh
ahhh...wat muke sardin je la..
mcm tak biasa pulak


lepas penat jnjln..kitorang rest kt tmpt dak2 main skate
and just bebual..
lama tak bebual face to face ngan dia..
:) :) :) :) :) :)
tak sia2 lah aku dtg PENANG!!


ptg tu...lepas jumpe Min balik
kitorang lepak ngan kengkawan Min
Fauzi,Ed,K-Roll,Asrul
(aku dpt kawan girl baru..nama dia Anis.sweet quiet girl)


dlm kul 10pm gitu kite lepak kat BLUE DIAMOND lak..
a few other Min's fren join us there
depan motel tu ada pakcik ni main muzik..
mmg lawak lah dia main muzik..
rock habis!!
(mlm tu xtdo umah kawan Min agi...seganlah nk dok lelama kt umah org.xkenal lak tu)


mlm tu mcm2 topik perbualan yg kitorang bualkan
masa tu cume tinggal Min,DIA ngan aku je
kitorang lepak tepi pantai
mcm kt esplanade gitu lah


bnyk gak yg aku pelajari masa perbualan tu


kul 5 baru lah kite sume masok tido...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz