:: SORRY PEEPS..AKU TAK RETI PUJUK ORANG ::
You guys remembered Hairi?? The Sp guy...visitor book guy...well anyway...just chatted with him at MSN just now.Very unexpected.Aku kan dah lama menghilang dan tak bebual..tak call..tak sms..tak chat ngan si dek tu....
Anyway...i've got one word to describe him "WIERD!!". I remembered he was damn pissed when he saw the photo i took while slacking beside burger king with the parmanent residents there aka the punks, claiming that i cheated him...when i don't even have a clue why he was pissed in the 1st place.When asked just now..he told me he was never pissed at me...and he talked as if nothing happened...as if the period of MIA-ing didn't exist...
The chat session just now was ok i guess.Tried having our usual audio conversation tru' MSN but there's some problem with my mic.Ended up just chatting the traditional way.Played checkers.Hahahahha..teringat waktu dulu...muahhahahahah...oh god!! and yah...he still insists on the U-I language...
Oh yes!! besides wierd...he's also very bloody SENSITIVE.We didn't end the session on good terms.Die merajok pasal aku cancel kite nye checkers game session.Hmm...sembaranglah kan...aku pun tak pasal...malas nak pening2 kepala figure things out...malas nak pujuk2 ni semua eh...aku ngan die takde pape wat...so gasak kau lah...
A msg To Him and Yan:
SELAMATLAH KORANG EH...THIS DECEMBER KEPALA SATU2 BOTAK...MUAHAHHAH ENJOY YOUR DAYS WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!...(ish...mcm msg ape gitu..padahal msg pasal nak masok ns)
Friday, October 31, 2003
:: ONE DOWN...3 TO GO ::
Had my maths paper this afternoon.For the 1st time...i left one whole question blank.The one on inverse laplace.AARGGHH!! it's sooo frustrating!! Anyway..ain't got anyone else to blame but myself.Serves me right for not going to class and not revising my work.BUT...Lalalalla....wateva...right now im content.Next paper is on Monday...got 2 days to cramp all the shit in my brain...bluegh...
Suffered nicotine wtihdrawal symptoms early this morning.Had slight flu and couldn't stop sneezing.Hmm....maybe its NOT because of ciggies....maybe its a reminder telling me that its time to clean up my room???....Hahhahahahhaha....
Had my maths paper this afternoon.For the 1st time...i left one whole question blank.The one on inverse laplace.AARGGHH!! it's sooo frustrating!! Anyway..ain't got anyone else to blame but myself.Serves me right for not going to class and not revising my work.BUT...Lalalalla....wateva...right now im content.Next paper is on Monday...got 2 days to cramp all the shit in my brain...bluegh...
Suffered nicotine wtihdrawal symptoms early this morning.Had slight flu and couldn't stop sneezing.Hmm....maybe its NOT because of ciggies....maybe its a reminder telling me that its time to clean up my room???....Hahhahahahhaha....
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Thursday, October 23, 2003
:: WISHING YOU GOODNIGHT ::
Didn't lepakked with the lepak crew today.Spent my day at JB.Gi makan seafood kat Pantai Lido sempena hari jadi An.SEDAP sak!! MURAH pulak tu!! Ada Tom Yam Seafood,Ayam Black Pepper,Butter Prawn,Chap chye and of cos..nasi. (thanks An for the treat!!)
Met Botak look-alike kat kedai sebelah.Ish!! Lebih kurang sama sak muke die..cume he's fairer and Botak lebih sweet.He can pass off as adik Botak.Anyway..mula2..aku yg tertoleh-toleh kat blakang perhatikan die keje..cukup time..bile nak balik..si dek tu nga kat sebelah..tersenyum-senyum..aku pulak buat spoil.
Dgn tidak sengaja..aku terkomen .."Alamak..pendek ar!"..abeh..terkuat pulak tu.Buat malu sak!! Kesian die...he must be confused.Muahhahahahahhahah.Abeh dah gitu...aku yg menyesal sendiri.Ape saje lah saje.TAPI...Tak pe...gonna visit the place again..
I've got weird taste???..watevalah kan...
Didn't lepakked with the lepak crew today.Spent my day at JB.Gi makan seafood kat Pantai Lido sempena hari jadi An.SEDAP sak!! MURAH pulak tu!! Ada Tom Yam Seafood,Ayam Black Pepper,Butter Prawn,Chap chye and of cos..nasi. (thanks An for the treat!!)
Met Botak look-alike kat kedai sebelah.Ish!! Lebih kurang sama sak muke die..cume he's fairer and Botak lebih sweet.He can pass off as adik Botak.Anyway..mula2..aku yg tertoleh-toleh kat blakang perhatikan die keje..cukup time..bile nak balik..si dek tu nga kat sebelah..tersenyum-senyum..aku pulak buat spoil.
Dgn tidak sengaja..aku terkomen .."Alamak..pendek ar!"..abeh..terkuat pulak tu.Buat malu sak!! Kesian die...he must be confused.Muahhahahahahhahah.Abeh dah gitu...aku yg menyesal sendiri.Ape saje lah saje.TAPI...Tak pe...gonna visit the place again..
I've got weird taste???..watevalah kan...
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
:: A HOME AWAY FROM HOME ::
Skipped school today as i wasn't in the mood and there ain't any important classes going on anyway.So...Slacked with the KROWNOZ AND KROWNIS as usual...@ wdlands. @ 12noon...b4 proceeding to 718 much much later.
The KROWNISes kept ourselves busy by
1)making stories using phrases from songs
2)drawing stuff all over our arms and legs..(eh!! dat was just me..hehhehe!!)
3)repairing a spoilt umbrella...making use of scrap materials like rubber bands,plastic bags and sticks...(it was Chuck's idea at 1st but we all helped)...and we managed to somewhat make it look like an umbrella
4)talk using poetry...(berpantun lah)..(we started it and ilya and yan were dragged in..hahhaha..)
The berpantun part was totally rubbish but we kinda enjoyed ourselves...hahahhahah...and we got carried away until we reached admiralty... hhahahahhaha...sumpah merepek...aanndd...today was my hari bodoh and selenge day...shhhhhh...dun want to tell u guys wat i did...hahahhaha
u've heard of teenagers running away from home...how about parents running away from home???
Skipped school today as i wasn't in the mood and there ain't any important classes going on anyway.So...Slacked with the KROWNOZ AND KROWNIS as usual...@ wdlands. @ 12noon...b4 proceeding to 718 much much later.
The KROWNISes kept ourselves busy by
1)making stories using phrases from songs
2)drawing stuff all over our arms and legs..(eh!! dat was just me..hehhehe!!)
3)repairing a spoilt umbrella...making use of scrap materials like rubber bands,plastic bags and sticks...(it was Chuck's idea at 1st but we all helped)...and we managed to somewhat make it look like an umbrella
4)talk using poetry...(berpantun lah)..(we started it and ilya and yan were dragged in..hahhaha..)
The berpantun part was totally rubbish but we kinda enjoyed ourselves...hahahhahah...and we got carried away until we reached admiralty... hhahahahhaha...sumpah merepek...aanndd...today was my hari bodoh and selenge day...shhhhhh...dun want to tell u guys wat i did...hahahhaha
u've heard of teenagers running away from home...how about parents running away from home???
Monday, October 20, 2003
:: JUZ SHOOT ME...IM BETTER OFF DEAD!! ::
do you love your mom?do you love your dad?do you love your family? you should!! we all should!! no matter how bad things get...how strict they control you...how often they nag and scold and shout...you should respect them..and love them cos everything they do is based on love and care...
ARGH!! DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW ALL THAT CRAP??!? FUCK!! FUCK IT!!! WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE A NORMAL GIRL?? A NORMAL CHILD WHO LOVES AND RESPECT HER FAMILY?? HER OWN MOM AND DAD ESPECIALLY??!?! A NORMAL GIRL WHO ACTS AND BEHAVES WELL?? A NORMAL PERSON WHO COMPLIES TO RULES...WHO NOT ONLY KNOWS WHATS GOOD AND WHATS BAD BUT PRACTICE THEM?!?!? A NORMAL GIRL WHO DRESS PROPERLY...WHO LIKES NORMAL HAIRSTYLES AND NOT ONE THAT MAKES HER LOOK LIKE A MAD PERSON (according to what my parents say)
SHIT!!! I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SMOKE,DRINK,LEPAK TILL LATE,SKIP SCHOOL,GO TO GIGS,CROPPED MY HAIR TOO SHORT....I KNOW I SHOULD LISTEN TO MY PARENTS,RESPECT THEM,NOT REBEL,NOT SHOUT BACK,DRESS DECENTLY,RAJINKAN SOLAT...I KNOW OK...I KNOW...BUT PLEASE!!! YOU GUYS HAVE EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE...YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE BEING A TEENAGER!!!
ARRRGGGHHH!!! DAMMIT!!! SHIT!!! I THINK IM MAD!!! I THINK IM CRAZY!!! I BLABBING NONSENSE!!! I BETTER LOG OFF NOW!!!
i hate my own father...hah..dah sah aku ni gile...watever...
do you love your mom?do you love your dad?do you love your family? you should!! we all should!! no matter how bad things get...how strict they control you...how often they nag and scold and shout...you should respect them..and love them cos everything they do is based on love and care...
ARGH!! DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW ALL THAT CRAP??!? FUCK!! FUCK IT!!! WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE A NORMAL GIRL?? A NORMAL CHILD WHO LOVES AND RESPECT HER FAMILY?? HER OWN MOM AND DAD ESPECIALLY??!?! A NORMAL GIRL WHO ACTS AND BEHAVES WELL?? A NORMAL PERSON WHO COMPLIES TO RULES...WHO NOT ONLY KNOWS WHATS GOOD AND WHATS BAD BUT PRACTICE THEM?!?!? A NORMAL GIRL WHO DRESS PROPERLY...WHO LIKES NORMAL HAIRSTYLES AND NOT ONE THAT MAKES HER LOOK LIKE A MAD PERSON (according to what my parents say)
SHIT!!! I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SMOKE,DRINK,LEPAK TILL LATE,SKIP SCHOOL,GO TO GIGS,CROPPED MY HAIR TOO SHORT....I KNOW I SHOULD LISTEN TO MY PARENTS,RESPECT THEM,NOT REBEL,NOT SHOUT BACK,DRESS DECENTLY,RAJINKAN SOLAT...I KNOW OK...I KNOW...BUT PLEASE!!! YOU GUYS HAVE EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE...YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE BEING A TEENAGER!!!
ARRRGGGHHH!!! DAMMIT!!! SHIT!!! I THINK IM MAD!!! I THINK IM CRAZY!!! I BLABBING NONSENSE!!! I BETTER LOG OFF NOW!!!
i hate my own father...hah..dah sah aku ni gile...watever...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
:: SHAVER JALAN TERUSSSS JE ::
Cheh! Buat penat je aku tahan ngantuk.In the end..study plan cancelled.OI korang2!This time bukan aku yang tak nak pergi eh..aku dah semangat since beginning of the week..studymates aku je yang tak jadi last minute.Nanti kalau aku dah takde mood..baru tau.Dat time..jgn nak salahkan aku..jgn nak ckp aku ni lokek knowledge eh..*bluekk*
In the end..aku dok rumah.Sementara menunggu masuknye waktu lepak..aku pun duduk dan membongkar beg old skool yg Ilya kasi.Aku belek punye belek shaver yg aku pinjam dari Ilya tu..and aku nengok rambut aku kat cermin.Hmm..dah memang panjang pun..Time to get it cropped.Nak tunggu si izzah tu crop-kan rambut aku cam lambat gitu kan..so aku ape lagi..bentang suratkhabar..get ready barang2 yg diperlukan..on switch..and..adventure lah sendiri....zrreeetttt!!....there goes my hair..hahhahahahahha..
Senangnya dalam hati..oi oi!!
Cheh! Buat penat je aku tahan ngantuk.In the end..study plan cancelled.OI korang2!This time bukan aku yang tak nak pergi eh..aku dah semangat since beginning of the week..studymates aku je yang tak jadi last minute.Nanti kalau aku dah takde mood..baru tau.Dat time..jgn nak salahkan aku..jgn nak ckp aku ni lokek knowledge eh..*bluekk*
In the end..aku dok rumah.Sementara menunggu masuknye waktu lepak..aku pun duduk dan membongkar beg old skool yg Ilya kasi.Aku belek punye belek shaver yg aku pinjam dari Ilya tu..and aku nengok rambut aku kat cermin.Hmm..dah memang panjang pun..Time to get it cropped.Nak tunggu si izzah tu crop-kan rambut aku cam lambat gitu kan..so aku ape lagi..bentang suratkhabar..get ready barang2 yg diperlukan..on switch..and..adventure lah sendiri....zrreeetttt!!....there goes my hair..hahhahahahahha..
Senangnya dalam hati..oi oi!!
:: LABRADOR PARK OUTING ::
Just got back home.Man,yan,izzah,me and 3 more of man's frens "thon" kat LABRADOR PARK smalam.Lerr...ingatkan boleh lah adventure adventure banyak kat sana...cukup time...cume kena kacau case minor minor je..DAMN!!
ok ar...aku penat dan ngantuk...kejap lagi nak gi blaja pulak ni..tak taulah can make it ke tak..malam ni gi lepak lagi..hai~tak jelak jelak pulak aku nengok muke satu-satu eh..hahahahhah
make hay not war.....
Just got back home.Man,yan,izzah,me and 3 more of man's frens "thon" kat LABRADOR PARK smalam.Lerr...ingatkan boleh lah adventure adventure banyak kat sana...cukup time...cume kena kacau case minor minor je..DAMN!!
ok ar...aku penat dan ngantuk...kejap lagi nak gi blaja pulak ni..tak taulah can make it ke tak..malam ni gi lepak lagi..hai~tak jelak jelak pulak aku nengok muke satu-satu eh..hahahahhah
make hay not war.....
:: LEPAK SESSION ::
Venue: Blakang WDLANDS MRT
(yeah yeah...smalam lain tempat...tak lepak kat 718.We went back to our roots...alah...rindu jugak sey dgn tempat lepak dulu...)
Attendance:
KROWNOZ-yan,ilya,man (cume ni 3 je yg hadir)
KROWNIS-chuck,zah and me (wow!full attendance)
did nothing much as usual but today's session was...hmm...entah eh...how do i put it?? lets just say...dorang semua...satu-satu ada some sort of relationship "problem".Hai~pening kadang2 aku nengokkan.Thank God im single!!
single and loving it!!...wee~
Venue: Blakang WDLANDS MRT
(yeah yeah...smalam lain tempat...tak lepak kat 718.We went back to our roots...alah...rindu jugak sey dgn tempat lepak dulu...)
Attendance:
KROWNOZ-yan,ilya,man (cume ni 3 je yg hadir)
KROWNIS-chuck,zah and me (wow!full attendance)
did nothing much as usual but today's session was...hmm...entah eh...how do i put it?? lets just say...dorang semua...satu-satu ada some sort of relationship "problem".Hai~pening kadang2 aku nengokkan.Thank God im single!!
single and loving it!!...wee~
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
:: ARGHHH!! EEMMOOO!!! ::
disini aku terus menanti
kedamaian yang entah bila akan aku kecapi
namun mentari tidak pernah begini
menyinari tapi mengaburi
noorhani....
kesucian dirimu amat aku kagumi
hilai tawamu masih ingin aku miliki
senyum mesra di bibirmu ingin aku bayangi
namun aku tersekat oleh makna mimpi
noorhani....
kejauhan mengajar aku erti kesabaran
masa mengajar aku mengenali pendirian
makna memberi aku satu kejutan
dan keputusan memberi aku satu jawapan
noorhani....
aku tak bermaksud untuk melukakan hatimu
tapi rintihan hati ku yg telah lama didadaku
aku tak sanggup melihat aku kecewa
ya aku tak sanggup....
noorhani....
maaf jika aku terlalu menggunakan perkataan yang terlalu
susah untuk jiwamu terima...
tapi ini lah yang ingin aku sampaikan..
jika kau dapat memahami apa sebenarnya
pasti kau akan merasa apa yang sebenarnya aku rasa
-moshfire-
walking down memory lane..i miss those times...
disini aku terus menanti
kedamaian yang entah bila akan aku kecapi
namun mentari tidak pernah begini
menyinari tapi mengaburi
noorhani....
kesucian dirimu amat aku kagumi
hilai tawamu masih ingin aku miliki
senyum mesra di bibirmu ingin aku bayangi
namun aku tersekat oleh makna mimpi
noorhani....
kejauhan mengajar aku erti kesabaran
masa mengajar aku mengenali pendirian
makna memberi aku satu kejutan
dan keputusan memberi aku satu jawapan
noorhani....
aku tak bermaksud untuk melukakan hatimu
tapi rintihan hati ku yg telah lama didadaku
aku tak sanggup melihat aku kecewa
ya aku tak sanggup....
noorhani....
maaf jika aku terlalu menggunakan perkataan yang terlalu
susah untuk jiwamu terima...
tapi ini lah yang ingin aku sampaikan..
jika kau dapat memahami apa sebenarnya
pasti kau akan merasa apa yang sebenarnya aku rasa
-moshfire-
walking down memory lane..i miss those times...
Monday, October 13, 2003
it's been almost 2 months...yeah...it's been dat long since we had a decent conversation.Oh god! never realised how much i missed him.Shouldn't have called him...cos now i missed him more than ever...but im glad i did cos now i've cleared my doubts...
norman...im sorry i doubted you...but now u dun haf to worry cos like i promised...i wont give up on you...
Saturday, October 11, 2003
Malam...
Terdengar sepantun lagu
Irama di malam syahdu
Gaya nada rindu
Oh ! Malam...
Hati resah rasa sunyi
Jiwa ku resah dan sepi
Waktu malam hari
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
Oh ! Malam...
Sungguh kau berseri-seri
Wajahmu di malam hari
Hilang rindu hati
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
ish!! dah lama sey tak nengok cite KOLEJ 69....sape2 ada cite die?!?!...aku nak!!!
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
gambar gambar sebelum ke sentosa...
the early bird...
Farhan the first to arrive sey!! semangat!!..lepas tu since kite semua lambat...die lepak kat arcade main game bola sensorang...ape saje je....nengok tu...happy die eh...
khusyuknye Ayap dan Ilya !!!....main ape lagi...tak lain dan tak bukan...game bola jugak...
aku eksyen je lebih...padahal tak masukkan token pun...
Gambar-gambar di PALAWAN BEACH
chuck with lemon tea!! the official lepak air..tak tau ar asal...kalau lepak je mesti ada lemon tea..
@ jambatan maut...the krownoz and the krownis...apasal jambatan maut eh...actually aku main bedal je..hahhahah
Gambar-gambar yg diambil semasa terpaksa mengentertain Farhan and ourselves while Ayap and Ilya swam
the krownis...chuck,hani,izzah
the krownis...chuck,hani,izzah
se-tyle eh...nengok ar sape camerawoman die...penat tau aku calculate die nye angle...and bla bla bla...hahha...yeah right!
si mat jiwang retak seribu...jgn marah ye Farhan...tapi gambar ni pun se-tyle...thank me thank me sebab aku yg suggest pose ni...
Gambar-gambar kat Playground...
merry go round...mabuk sebelum minum..orite pe..
ayap mata steam sak..padahal belum minum pun
illya,izzah and farhan...kat pondok playground
sunset...
On The Way Home...
ticket no 13!!..aku nye fav number...wee~
all 6 of us trying to squeeze kat tempat duduk yg kecik tu...
dlm train...nak balik...
aku malas ar nak letak details...tapi tak pe..aku rasa chuck mesti cite kat dalam blog die..nak tau how we ended up at SENTOSA on TUESDAY..(a schooling day)...and what happened there...just click the link to CHUCK's BLOG....just enjoy the pics aight...
Saturday, October 04, 2003
nga nyanyi lagu feeling tu..cedebah!! go farhan! go man!
Lepakked with izzah,chuck,ayap,farhan,man and illya @ esplanade yesterday...sebelum tu terjumpe si Khai Tapered...ish!..ape punye Khai...Oi!nama aku Hani bukan skingirl...nak pekik tu biar betul ar..buat paiseh aku je....anyway...today's theme was actually lagu-lagu lama...
the lepak crew!..aku tak de!!!..aku jadik camerawoman...yg ada aku..photo gelap pulak..tapi takpe..another lepak session coming up soon
tapi we ended up singing lagu melayu jiwang retak TAPI yg old skool nye...KIWAK!!!....MEREPEK!!...sungguh2 sak kite semua nyanyi...ada sampai terbaring...muahahahhahaha...the guys excused ar..cos they might be a little drunk tapi the girls...hmm...minum nye tak seberapa...gilenye yg lebih...
the girls....aku takde lagi!!!boring sey!!
hahahha...kite ni kan...dah memang semula jadi gini...muahahhahah..anyway...chuck and ayap left early..the rest of the lepak crew lingered @ raffles area...dat was when I met Azam...hah!...tak ku sangka tak ku duga...boleh terserempak jugak kite kat sana...lepak nye lepak..sampai tak sadar dah nak dkat last train..nasib dpt naik...kalau tak...ish..tak tau lah where we will end up...lepak session...bersambung di wdlands..blok 606...this time..all the way kite cite pasal MOMOK!!...ish..seram jugak...pasal kat sana kinda eerie ar...mcm mcm lah kite bual...muahhahaah...pasal life kat dlm syurga pun leh klua...MEREPEK!!.....
Thursday, October 02, 2003
1st thing we saw...garden kat blakang flat...mcm2 yg apek tu tanam
okok...aku bukannye nak carik kayu...saje je letak itu title..muahhahaha...
anyway..went exploring Boon Lay area with Izzah..tempat old skool giler!!..so quiet..and so different from my neighbourhood.
penat rounding...its LEPAK time!!
gambar drain pun aku petik eh..
Its something like Sembawang lama nye area...Gerek jugak lepak sana...cume kinda sunyi...and izzah cant stand it...hahahhaha...standard ar...aku nye roots kan stoner..while si izzah tu kecoh...
look at the windows...
anyway..met some budak culture..but too bad..they wanted to go jamming...so ended up just stoning around
lepak again!!...take out ur weapons ladies!!!
...Azam...azam...kau off day eh??...hahhahahah...think gonna visit it again...this time nak beli ice cream asam dan rokok sebatang2..hahahha...cheap thrill..tapi tak pe...weee~ im off for now!!
watevalah kan...
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