:: PURPLE RING ::

my precious purple ring broke into 3 pieces today...tak tau lah mcm mane leh pecah...bodoh tul!

it wasnt intentional...really...

:: FAMILY BONDING ::

spent sunday with my mum, sis, maternal grandma, aunties and cousins. ive always got along better with my mom's side rather than dad's. they're not a bunch of nosey makcik2 whose fav pastime is gossipping bout somebody else's children.

had fun laughing and joking around with my aunts and cousins. food was extra yummy! (makan ramai2 best!!) and HELL! it was tiring babysitting...lenguh tangan aku dukung bebudak tu.BLEUGH! i wonder how our mothers cope with that...

but...Grrr! i was the target of the day.

to my cousins and aunties:

woitz! jb best pe..and wats wrong if i really end up marrying someone over there and decide to live there? im gonna own a big house and live a luxurious live over there...ure welcome to stay over anytime..(hehhhe...perasannye aku..well no harm in dreaming rite..)

wateve it is...i LOVE them all!!

grandma wants to bring us for a family vacation to KL end of the year..and im thinking of asking someone along...hmmm....

:: SATURDAY IN SINGAPORE ::

saturday it was off to town and city hall with chek sal.its been a looooong time since i took a walk down orchard road.things never change...and i didnt really missed the place. missed eating at lucky plaza though...ive got a new fav! no more laksa..this time its fried fish bee hoon. yum yum! and oh yeah...ive found my jade shop and sal found her pearl shop! weee~~ im gonna get one of those jade pendant sooon!! ade sesape nak belikan tak? hahahaha

city hall...erm..that place is rather....erm...empty and dull. not literally (the place is still pack with ppl...its just that..i find that place boring now...dunno ar...maybe its just me..i felt like a stranger in a place which used to be my 2nd home....wierd uh...


sal...next outing...makan seafood at JB k..

:: 2ND VISIT ::

yup! i was back at b.pnawar for the weekend...

memories of my first visit still fresh in my mind but things are a little quieter this time with the closing of the cyber cafe (hangout/meeting place) and also due to the fact that most of em arent back for the hols.

went over to t.balau which was only a few mins drive frm pnawar...

spent the afternoon at the jetty, took a walk by the beach enjoying the cooling sea breeze , the calming sound of waves splashing the beach and the beautiful sunset. it was truly a great place to relax and take my minds off the tensions at home...

thanks andika for the company...

couldnt get enough of the small town..i'll be back..for now..im just leaving my footsteps on the sand..

::JUST LET IT ALL HAPPEN..i gave up ::
another quarrel with my parents..
i bleed again
came to school..received debarment notice..
my blades working overtime..

the world need no fool and failure like me

:: LIFE'S A BITCH ::

maybe im just not cut out to live life as a normal girl..bleugh! seems like i keep making a mess of things..keep running into problems one after another. as the day goes..as i encounter every problem one by one..seems like im not getting stronger..yet..im growing weaker...damn weak! i dont think i can handle these things anymore..im sick! sick of living!fucking sick of living my life! bleugh! life's bitch and i NO LONGER live to win...

lost the faith..lost the will to live...

:: I DID IT AGAIN ::

im sorry i made u angry.
im an insensitive bitch.
who doesnt know how to appreciate ppl's care and concern.

bleeding "sorry" from my arm as i cry myself to sleep....

:: APE KEJADAHNYE INI SUME?? ::



sampai bile kite sume akan disalah anggap?? to all my mates...perjuangkanlah nasib kite...dont let that one article bring us down...always remember...the action of ONE person will have implications on ALL skinheads...so..think before u act..we dun need anymore trouble...disebabkan artikel harian metro ni...ramai dak2 yg tak bersalah kene angkut mase kat CS tadi...pasni..mesti gig pun kene rush gak...

we dont need fools to judge and label us!