:: PANIC ATTACK???...NAH ::
gonna have my 1st paper later today at 2pm...
i havent got evrything at my fingertips yet....and all i could say to myself is..."OH WELL~I'VE STILL GOT ANOTHER 6 MORE HOURS TO GO.." (xcluding getting ready and travelling time) and here i am...lost in a world of my own AGAIN..*sheesh* i think i'll never know the meaning of PANIC uh...*bleugh*
stoned as always...
Sunday, April 25, 2004
:: MAKAN ATAS POKOK...SUUUWEETTT!! ::
after hanging out, enjoying the calming sea breeze and admiring the beautiful sunset at DANGA BAY...we're off to DINNER~!!!
he took us to ANJUNG WARISAN pekan budaya...the first thing i saw when we reached were trees...woody, kampung like place with wooden stairs/ladders and atap roof and the makan area wasnt the ordinary tables and chairs...they've dis separated balconies where u've gotta take off ur shoes and sit on the floor...some r located upstairs..among the trees...when u wanna call for orders u just tap on this biigg wooden chilli...fucken coOool~!!!!
they even have angklung performance to entertain guests...and the SUUUWWEEETESSTT thing was...he requested a bday song to be played for my sis!! *aaWWww!!*
by the way...the fooOODD was yummy!! and the peach ice cream was SUPERBB!!! gr8 weather...awesome place..lovely company...i cudn't ask for more can i?? if only those 6 hrs cud go on forever....
although i was kinda pissed when he told me LAST MIN dat he actually gotta continue work later...(i mean he met us rite after he got off frm work at 4 then he still gotta work at 11...he must be fucken tired!!!) BUT i was really glad he was with us the whole while...its been long...soOoo long...since we've met...and i've been missing him badly...(only as usual i didn't tell him lah...*bleugh* yeah yeah...fucken egoistic bitch! haha)
too bad though my sis doesnt like me snapping photos..she was still a lil uncomfortable having him around...so i didnt took much photos but there'll be a next time...insyaallah...
till we meet again...
after hanging out, enjoying the calming sea breeze and admiring the beautiful sunset at DANGA BAY...we're off to DINNER~!!!
he took us to ANJUNG WARISAN pekan budaya...the first thing i saw when we reached were trees...woody, kampung like place with wooden stairs/ladders and atap roof and the makan area wasnt the ordinary tables and chairs...they've dis separated balconies where u've gotta take off ur shoes and sit on the floor...some r located upstairs..among the trees...when u wanna call for orders u just tap on this biigg wooden chilli...fucken coOool~!!!!
they even have angklung performance to entertain guests...and the SUUUWWEEETESSTT thing was...he requested a bday song to be played for my sis!! *aaWWww!!*
by the way...the fooOODD was yummy!! and the peach ice cream was SUPERBB!!! gr8 weather...awesome place..lovely company...i cudn't ask for more can i?? if only those 6 hrs cud go on forever....
although i was kinda pissed when he told me LAST MIN dat he actually gotta continue work later...(i mean he met us rite after he got off frm work at 4 then he still gotta work at 11...he must be fucken tired!!!) BUT i was really glad he was with us the whole while...its been long...soOoo long...since we've met...and i've been missing him badly...(only as usual i didn't tell him lah...*bleugh* yeah yeah...fucken egoistic bitch! haha)
too bad though my sis doesnt like me snapping photos..she was still a lil uncomfortable having him around...so i didnt took much photos but there'll be a next time...insyaallah...
till we meet again...
:: THE DATE WIF THE MUNKEE ::
erkk!! wats wif me??!!...1st..a date wif a vampire..now a munkee...hahhahha...
juz got back from celebrating my sis bday with "the munkee"...hehehehhe...mmg sajaklah tu..."the munkee" ajak makan kat restaurant atas pokok...SUUUWEEETTT!!! want details...i'll update later!! *winkz*
im falling for you all over again....
erkk!! wats wif me??!!...1st..a date wif a vampire..now a munkee...hahhahha...
juz got back from celebrating my sis bday with "the munkee"...hehehehhe...mmg sajaklah tu..."the munkee" ajak makan kat restaurant atas pokok...SUUUWEEETTT!!! want details...i'll update later!! *winkz*
im falling for you all over again....
Saturday, April 24, 2004
:: 1 MORE GIRL-FREN ADDED TO MY PATHETIC LIST ::
juz clarifying...its girl-space-fren....kawan perempuan not Gf k...im no lesbo!!!
lepak-ed with "the vampire" (my virtual fren) today...she was "drowning" in misery so offered her company...
*gosh* didn't expect we can "click" only after the first meeting!! hahahha...but dats goOOood news. hey! its difficult to find a girl whom i can click with k...and bonus is....she lives so fucken neeeaaarrrrrr !!
slacked around...smoked..chatted...bitched abt guys..blablabla...she drank...(well...i just quit aight...gotta stick to that! but it was tempting though..bleugh)..it was great uh...been awhile since ive had "girl-talk" or even lepak-ed for that matter...
by the way..tmr is the 24th...hmm...
juz clarifying...its girl-space-fren....kawan perempuan not Gf k...im no lesbo!!!
lepak-ed with "the vampire" (my virtual fren) today...she was "drowning" in misery so offered her company...
*gosh* didn't expect we can "click" only after the first meeting!! hahahha...but dats goOOood news. hey! its difficult to find a girl whom i can click with k...and bonus is....she lives so fucken neeeaaarrrrrr !!
slacked around...smoked..chatted...bitched abt guys..blablabla...she drank...(well...i just quit aight...gotta stick to that! but it was tempting though..bleugh)..it was great uh...been awhile since ive had "girl-talk" or even lepak-ed for that matter...
by the way..tmr is the 24th...hmm...
Thursday, April 22, 2004
:: WHERE ARE ALL THE KIDS?? ::
hahahahahha...the ppl living in my area must've thought i was crazy...strolling in the heavy rain~!!...BUT it was calming and refreshing..remembered the time when i was young...i always LOOOVVEEDD heavy rains!! my sis,mum and i used to have soooo much fun playing in the rain!!! (and i remembered ive always wanted the little rubber boots..but i never got one..hahaha) sometimes my neighbours wud join in too~!! hai~too bad i was alone..(was kinda shocked and disappointed too when i saw noone else was enjoying the rain...not even KIDS!!! *bleugh*).. if only my sis was home..or maybe my little kuzzins...would be much more fun splish splashing!!
it only lasted for a while though....was all drenched when i got home...
"perangai masih mcm budak2"...mum smiled and handed me a cup of hot milo..(",)
hahahahahha...the ppl living in my area must've thought i was crazy...strolling in the heavy rain~!!...BUT it was calming and refreshing..remembered the time when i was young...i always LOOOVVEEDD heavy rains!! my sis,mum and i used to have soooo much fun playing in the rain!!! (and i remembered ive always wanted the little rubber boots..but i never got one..hahaha) sometimes my neighbours wud join in too~!! hai~too bad i was alone..(was kinda shocked and disappointed too when i saw noone else was enjoying the rain...not even KIDS!!! *bleugh*).. if only my sis was home..or maybe my little kuzzins...would be much more fun splish splashing!!
it only lasted for a while though....was all drenched when i got home...
"perangai masih mcm budak2"...mum smiled and handed me a cup of hot milo..(",)
:: TIS' THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY...NOT!!! ::
my projects are ALL done...and its time to concentrate on my upcoming final year exam...BLEUGH!! seriously..i aint got no mood for that right now...been doing ALL OTHER THINGS..be it compiling photography tips n notes...taking photographs..surveying n researching bout FNBs...tidying up my room and study table..cleaning up the house..catching up with old friends..ISH!! every other thing EXCEPT...revising my work..aarrrggghhh!!!
ehhh~!! its just started raining damn heavily outside...hahahahah...im gonna enjoy the rain...gonna get myself drenched..toodles~!!!
is my PANIC button ever gonna be triggered???...*doubtful*
my projects are ALL done...and its time to concentrate on my upcoming final year exam...BLEUGH!! seriously..i aint got no mood for that right now...been doing ALL OTHER THINGS..be it compiling photography tips n notes...taking photographs..surveying n researching bout FNBs...tidying up my room and study table..cleaning up the house..catching up with old friends..ISH!! every other thing EXCEPT...revising my work..aarrrggghhh!!!
ehhh~!! its just started raining damn heavily outside...hahahahah...im gonna enjoy the rain...gonna get myself drenched..toodles~!!!
is my PANIC button ever gonna be triggered???...*doubtful*
Monday, April 19, 2004
:: TAKE A MOMENT TO READ THIS ::
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,God's still small voice came to me and said,
While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
But the children you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers,
especially the blue."
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,God's still small voice came to me and said,
While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
But the children you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers,
especially the blue."
Sunday, April 18, 2004
:: SPINNING IN FULL SPEED ::
still ecstatic about the phonecall this afternoon...sweet surprise...things seems to be getting better for u...am glad!! thanks for the suggestion..reli looking forward to 24th April...hope it goes as planned and hope you n my mum could get along...
BUT...also....am feeling bad...hurt someone's feelings...but i cant do much...matters of the heart..it cant be forced...didnt mean to hurt you....i shut've just drift away and shut up??? i dunno...
am eager to learn more and participate in FOOD NOT BOMB...thanks sickedHEro for introducing this to me...you earned my respect...thumbs up!!...keep it up mate~!! hope to see ya soon~
im getting dizzy...
still ecstatic about the phonecall this afternoon...sweet surprise...things seems to be getting better for u...am glad!! thanks for the suggestion..reli looking forward to 24th April...hope it goes as planned and hope you n my mum could get along...
BUT...also....am feeling bad...hurt someone's feelings...but i cant do much...matters of the heart..it cant be forced...didnt mean to hurt you....i shut've just drift away and shut up??? i dunno...
am eager to learn more and participate in FOOD NOT BOMB...thanks sickedHEro for introducing this to me...you earned my respect...thumbs up!!...keep it up mate~!! hope to see ya soon~
im getting dizzy...
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Monday, April 12, 2004
:: PX bDay CelebRatIOn N miNi GaThErInG ::
yesterday was lovely~
started wif gorcery shopping at rivervale plaze...then off to Karen's to cook!! chopped onions..diced garlic..marinated chicken..sliced cake..cut fruits..blabalabla..it was nice cooking together..just like ol times during camps and field cookings..
the usual gathering protocol followed-compared difference..commented change..reminisced bout the past...old jokes...silly days...stupid n embarrassing incidents.
then...the bday girl came!! ahackz!!...surprised arent you?? hahaha....ate dinner together..main course,chicken spaghetti, turns out good...not bad lah for an amateur cook like me..*winkz*...shaik's chicken wings were superb!..and not forgetting our home-made cake...ahackz...looks cute! had some more junks food~n ice cream!!
at the end of the day..i suffered bloated stomach..seriously DAMN full!! and cramped jaws frm too much laffing...*pics r up!
sheesh..its been ages since i met up with these peeps...n i enjoyed myself..:o)
yesterday was lovely~
started wif gorcery shopping at rivervale plaze...then off to Karen's to cook!! chopped onions..diced garlic..marinated chicken..sliced cake..cut fruits..blabalabla..it was nice cooking together..just like ol times during camps and field cookings..
the usual gathering protocol followed-compared difference..commented change..reminisced bout the past...old jokes...silly days...stupid n embarrassing incidents.
then...the bday girl came!! ahackz!!...surprised arent you?? hahaha....ate dinner together..main course,chicken spaghetti, turns out good...not bad lah for an amateur cook like me..*winkz*...shaik's chicken wings were superb!..and not forgetting our home-made cake...ahackz...looks cute! had some more junks food~n ice cream!!
at the end of the day..i suffered bloated stomach..seriously DAMN full!! and cramped jaws frm too much laffing...*pics r up!
sheesh..its been ages since i met up with these peeps...n i enjoyed myself..:o)
Friday, April 09, 2004
:: CRAZY TAXI..wow wee~wat a ride! ::
spent GD Friday at JB with ma sis,Fadz Bob and Dol.
1st stop-City Square...Dol wanted to buy shoes but we ended up touring almost the whole of CS cos he forgot the exact location of the shop *smacks forehead*...but luckily dapat jumpe itu kedai..
called norman thought of meeting him a while but he wasnt home...his dad asked us to stopover at his house but i declined the offer...paiseh uh...so...next we were off to......ANGSANA!! YES!! where else rite??!? go JB sure must stopover at ANGSANA!! *winks*..heheh
my sis bought a checked meshcap...red n blue...nice!! looked for new oi! cassettes but there wasnt any...so went makan instead...the mee rebus there...ish!! superb sak!! kelazatannye hingga menjilat jari..hahhaha...
the best part was the ride back to CS...reli felt as though im playing the crazy taxi game. The driver...fuyo!!! bawak laju giler!!! but he was friendly...nice chap! n oh ya...they had fun laffing at me in the cab...hey!! not my fault!! the sudden swerving caused me to melatar...*gRrr*...so embarassing!! but overall it was a relaxing day ar...:o)...
bob,dol...thanks for the company..we shud go eat seafood next time..hahah
spent GD Friday at JB with ma sis,Fadz Bob and Dol.
1st stop-City Square...Dol wanted to buy shoes but we ended up touring almost the whole of CS cos he forgot the exact location of the shop *smacks forehead*...but luckily dapat jumpe itu kedai..
called norman thought of meeting him a while but he wasnt home...his dad asked us to stopover at his house but i declined the offer...paiseh uh...so...next we were off to......ANGSANA!! YES!! where else rite??!? go JB sure must stopover at ANGSANA!! *winks*..heheh
my sis bought a checked meshcap...red n blue...nice!! looked for new oi! cassettes but there wasnt any...so went makan instead...the mee rebus there...ish!! superb sak!! kelazatannye hingga menjilat jari..hahhaha...
the best part was the ride back to CS...reli felt as though im playing the crazy taxi game. The driver...fuyo!!! bawak laju giler!!! but he was friendly...nice chap! n oh ya...they had fun laffing at me in the cab...hey!! not my fault!! the sudden swerving caused me to melatar...*gRrr*...so embarassing!! but overall it was a relaxing day ar...:o)...
bob,dol...thanks for the company..we shud go eat seafood next time..hahah
Monday, April 05, 2004
:: RENUNGKAN..HAYATI & FAHAMI [part 1] ::
Jika kamu memancing ikan....
setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu....
janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja....
kerana ia akan sakit
oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.
Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang...
setelah ia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya....
janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu sahaja....
kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu....
taken from an email...
Jika kamu memancing ikan....
setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu....
janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja....
kerana ia akan sakit
oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.
Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang...
setelah ia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya....
janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu sahaja....
kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu....
taken from an email...
Thursday, April 01, 2004
:: SCOOBY DOO 2 ::
just gotten my pay today...went to watch SCOOBY DOO 2 with mom,sis and my lil cousin Naim.
hahhahaha...*kekekness*...naim was soooo excited!! he was skipping all the way from home to causeway pnt!! well...it was his first time going to the movies and of cos he's happy watching one of his fav cartoon characters...*ahackz*....shooo cute lah he...u shud see his reactions when the lights were off and the screen started playing...a lil shocking but he enjoyed every bit of it...
kids...they're easily pleased and their laughters,smiles and cute gimmicks and actions adds colours to my life...
i wanna be young and carefree again...
just gotten my pay today...went to watch SCOOBY DOO 2 with mom,sis and my lil cousin Naim.
hahhahaha...*kekekness*...naim was soooo excited!! he was skipping all the way from home to causeway pnt!! well...it was his first time going to the movies and of cos he's happy watching one of his fav cartoon characters...*ahackz*....shooo cute lah he...u shud see his reactions when the lights were off and the screen started playing...a lil shocking but he enjoyed every bit of it...
kids...they're easily pleased and their laughters,smiles and cute gimmicks and actions adds colours to my life...
i wanna be young and carefree again...
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