:: DIY PUNK FEST ::

DIY PUNK FEST was a blast!!...although the venue was changed to TAMAN U at the very last minute (hell the place was damn far and very inappropriate for a gig..masok kene bukak kasot!pergh!!) BUT it was worth my money...(although i was fucking broke after dat..haha)

Bands were great~!! minus and 2fb gave an excellent performance. Up singapore punks!!the rest were superb too~!! (didnt catch the bands names but here's the line-up... 2FB, semerepang, parkinson, molotov, depress, intifada, a-rose & minus) crowd was awesome too~!! met lotsa ppl!!DAMN!! if only the gig was held at the original venue...it'll be perfect~!!

p/s bob..kalau awak bace msg ni..sorry lah sebab tak bnyk bual...seganlah kat kengkawan awak...mesti awak igt hani sombong kan? hmm...its okay...it was nice meeting u again after sooo long..:)

:: HURT AND INSULTED ::

so all these while..dats wat they see me as??...a rebellious girl with a bad attitude..a bad influence to their daughter?? am i really that bad a friend?? that bad a person to hang out with??

i know im no angel...i dont blame u for wat happened...i dont hate ur parents too..i dont give a fuck wat ppl hafta say bout me but coming from ur best friend's parents..its really hurting...im hurt by their judgement..hurt by thier decision...and most of all im hurt that u just kept quiet...

oh well...watever...just shoot me...im being overly sensitive...allalal...bweekk!!


had a nice chat with my mum today...i love u!!

:: BLEED IT OUT ::

grab those blade ,cut right through
bleed again ,feel the pain
sink it deeper ,watch it flow

bleed out the hurt..
bleed out the sadness..
bleed out the angst..
bleed out everything..till it builds up again...

and i'll cut again...
till i feel no pain...

[hani]

*blinkies taken frm liquideyeliner*

kejauhan mengajar aku erti kesabaran
masa mengajar aku mengenali pendirian
makna memberi aku satu kejutan
dan keputusan memberi aku satu jawapan...

i was better off being numb...
LIFE's a BITCH!

:: OLD AUTOMATIC GARBAGE ::

intended to give norman a surpise visit and watch his band perform at skudai parade but thanks to the traffic and human congestion over at the causeway...we didnt made it on time...bleugh! Wasted trip!

called andika...he was going to watch OAG...since we're already near the venue...decided to join him and his frens..oh yah..met gigi and the rest there too...

it was AWESOME! opening act by POH was GREAT !Though we waited kinda long for OAG themselves to perform...it was worth the wait...but i would say...it was kinda short...didnt get enough of them.Loved the song beautifool and now why2. Can see that sis had so much fun.

im not really a fan of OAG...only knew 2 of theirs songs...but im kinda addicted to them now. Fresh and different! i loike!

p/s thanks andika for the tix and everything...u shudn't pamper me too much...no more next time k...

Prediction for 8/6/2004

Your efforts at your work place may suffer a setback. Try to drive some logic and sense so that the situation and soon you will find a way out. The day may not be good for new ventures. Look at what is already in hand. Love and romance may bring you joy by the evening.


bleugh!! project is hell !! did my job..but all i get was criticism which really made my morale dropped waaaayyy down...my supervisor is an irritating BIATCH! at least mr gopal helped us and gave us encouragement...but she just knows how to nag nag nag nag and complain...and kutuk!! blueekk!! im going for a smoke now! bluegh!