Hello all !! *waves*...i'm back!!....

:: CHANGE OF PLAN ::

i was getting ready to go to SKAFEST..but somehow..i just didnt feel right...went out of my room and saw my mum getting ready to go out too...

"mama nak gi mana?"
"hospital..."
"hah? kenapa?"
"nak gi nengok balqis"
"balqis masok hospital lagi?"
"a'ah lah...dah lama jugak kan...sakit die datang balik"
"what??..asal tak ckp siang2 pasal ni?..ani nak ikut skali..tunggu i go and change.."

so..thats why i wasnt feeling too good about going to the gig...well...yes i was reli looking forward to the SKAFEST but i just HAD to go visit her today...its just this feeling that i had...

true enough...turns out that her condition is getting worst and apparently shes got very very slim hope of recovery..nobody knows how much longer she had..OH GOD!! i cudnt recognise her at first..she's soooo skinny and weak...bald..bloated stomach and swollen legs...she kept quiet playing her gameboy most of the time..i tried making conversations..trying to liven things up a bit..talked to her..make jokes...and when she finally talks...i cant even hear clearly what she was saying...its hard to accept the fact that she's got cancer and she's my age...its hard but i managed to keep a smiling face in front of her....and im really glad to hear her laughter and see the smile on her face...BUT i know..it must be reli hard on her....

i remembered the last time we went out together...yes..she wasn't as active but she wasnt this weak...den i remembered she getting better and i tot she's recovering but i was wrong...my granny was there too just now...nobody thought this cud happen...

I just dont know what to say...am glad i changed my plan....am gonna visit her again after skool tomorrow...she wud definitely loved the company...

p/s sorry to those who expected me at the gig..sorry for the last minute change of plan..im sure u guys will understand...


ya allah...please lighten her burden...

:: YES IM STUBBORN...I CALLED HIM ::

"assalamualaikum..boleh saya bercakap ngan Norman?"
a familiar voice..his dad..
"w'salam...Norman tak de...ni pakcik pun baru balik ni..sape tu?"
" erm..kawan die..hani"
"hani?..ohhh hani dari Singapore tu ye??..norman takde..hari minggu biasa lah..keluar je die tu...takpe..norman takde..ni ayah die ada ni hah"
(I laughed...Norman and his dad shared the same sense of humor..i missed him even more)
"iye saye..ni hani dari Singapore lah..tak sangke..ingat lagi cik eh...takpelah..cik pun baru balik keje..maaf mengganggu"
"takdelah...mestilah pakcik ingat...hmm...nanti Norman balik..pakcik bantai die eh..tak reti nak dok rumah...eh..hani ape khabar? Lama tak tepon sini..."
(I laughed again..)
"baik...erm..cume hani sibuk sikit ngan projects sume.."
(ok I lied..but wat else can i say rite??)
"ooohh...sibuk rupenye..yelah..sekolah...hani...malam nanti tepon lagi lah..jgn tak tepon pulak..nanti pakcik beritahu si norman tu"
"insyaallah cik"
"kirim salam kat mak, abah ye.."
"insyaallah..kirim salam kat makcik,Norman semua ye...assalamualaikum "
"walaikumsalam"


SHIT! NOW WHAT???....*bleugh*..nvm..i'll worry bout that later..now..im off to the gig..

:: SOMEBODY HATES ME by REEL BIG FISH ::

i just made an enemy of someone i don't know
and they are upset about somethin' that i must have done
it really doesn't make much sense
well i've got no statement in my defense

i know, no matter what, no matter who, no matter what i do,
somebody hates me
and i hate somebody too.

did you misunderstand something that i did
or was there one of my jokes that you didn't get
or do you think you've got the way i think all figured out.
what did i say, to make you feel i'm not cool now?

i know, no matter what no matter who no matter what i do,
somebody hates me,
and ihate somebody too.

i know its wrong, but i do it too
and i guess i should say, don't let it get to you.

i know, no matter what no matter who
no matter what i do somebody hates me
and i hate somebody too
somebody like you.

its true isnt it.....

:: TOUR GUIDE FOR THE DAY ::

hey ho peeps~meet my fren Kai from KL.....


fetched him from boon lay MRT...he wanted to visit town area...so...[1st stop - ORCHARD]...started walking from Far East Plaza...all the way to city hall...in and out of shopping centres...up and down escalators...lunch at LUCKY PLAZA...(the LAKSA here ond over at KL is different...he claims)...was walking outside HMV and we saw this mini SCOOTER exhibition...

(click on links, "tour guide for the day" for pics)

reached city hall...met some of the underground peeps there...sat by the river....talked about living conditions..education system...compared underground scene here and over at KL...blablabla...



continued walking...





and it was time to go home...[final destination - BOON LAY MRT]

more pics at links...but he's camera shy..so not much pics lah..

:: ADDICTED TO THE NET ::

*bleugh* im an internet addict!! am online almost every day...entah ape2 entah aku buat eh...haiya!!

anyway..worldofoi has been done for quite a long time now... *boo hoo hoo~*...shudve saved all the emails and contacts of my frens and not just depend on the "online msg folder" there...now dat the site is down...ive got no way of contacting them...how now brown cow???... pleeeaaassseee....oh please dear admin...do something about it..i miss my mates!!...

oopss...its almost time...gotta go get ready..meeting Kai (he's safely reached singapore yesterday) at 2:30pm at Boon Lay MRT..(hmm...sempat tak??)...wanna go bring him jln2 round town...okok...im off!! tata!!

im a tour guide for the day...wee~

:: What Emotion Dominates Me? ::


Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)



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:: UNTITLED ::

today marks the end of my misery...no more sleepless nights...empty stomachs...headaches...bad sore throats due to too much smoking...
...ahackz...yeah rite...nah...was juz exaggerating yah...juz wanted to say that common test is finally over BUT still got projects to finish up..final term exam to prepare which is in like 1++ months time...*urgh*..its a never ending cycle..*relax* its ok..one thing at a time..ive done it before..im gonna do it again..

anyway..nothing much happened today to commemorate this "special" day...just slacked around with Mok,Effa and Ajul in the evening..( as if it's some BIG event eh...padahal cume common test je...muahahhaha...pardon me peeps...im juz bored and maybe a lil gile..)*shrug* watevalah..anything to keep my mind off things..wee~im off!!

sampai bile??

2 down...1 more to go..

panic button still not functioning.. muahahahahhaha

:: DOOMS DAY ::

*bleugh*...first paper starts at 4pm later today and its gonna be "Communication Sysytem Fundamentals" [CSF]..preparation?? gonna have to score for the calculation parts..i sux at theory..am i gonna make it?? doubtful..WISH ME LUCK PEEPS !!

"panic button" = malfunction...aaaahh...no wonder...