Tak Serik Pun....

lepas insiden semalam..
aku ingat mmg dia tak akan ajak aku kluar lagi
tetapi...
sms dia pagi ni menyangkal sume paranoia aku tu
LaLaLalalalaala...:D

delivery saya dah start..saya msg awk lagi mlm nanti k...

Round About The Mulberry Bush

ask me how to drive from singapore to Larkin or Danga Bay or Dataran or Kota tinggi for that matter & i'll gladly tell u the way with confidence
but ask me how to get from Admiralty to Lau Pa Sat
and u'll end up on a merry-go-round in the expressways
Hahahahahahhahahahaha...yes im a road idiot...


chek sal...im really sorry..it was unintended


botak...next time just say that u arent familiar with the way
(not at the last minute eh)
then at least i can do my homework before hand...
nasib baik muke saya tebal..gi tanye apek pam minyak tu
kalau tak...tak merasalah sate kat Lau Pa Sat tu...


but thanks a lot for the ride & the treat ya...& not forgetting
HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY

Bleeding Heart Shed No Tears

Its time to move on
& im 1 step beyond
never mind that its just baby steps
at least im moving forward


and with people like My Pete(haha) , Pakcik Dyn & Botak(Hafiz)
(not forgetting my darling Noid & Chek Sal & also frens around me)
it aint gonna be so hard this time round


though it seems like he's trying to make it really hard for me
wanting me to hold on to whats left
& past memories while he figures out everything
and tries to start anew & re-live our "funtimes"...


i've this to say to him


"there's nothing wrong with what we had.that's just how things go.sometimes ur up..sometimes ur down.conflict exist even in fairytales.if u cant & wont take risks then u'll never get to the happily-ever-after part & im sorry...i cant be waiting forever for u to sort ur confused feelings.especially not when u urself dont address it in the first place"


parading in a masquerade..
this bleeding heart will shed no tears

HAIRCUTS & BROKEN HEARTS

a few months back...


fren A : hey!u've got a new haircut! cute...but why?
fren B : yeah..thanks...i've just broke up with xxx
fren A : oh..okay..that explains...


and i was like erh...hmm...what has a haircut gotta do with a broken heart?


i never really gotten the logic behind THAT
well...actually no one did
but it seems like thats the trend


u got into a relationship..
u grew ur hair..
and then came the break up
and *snip snip*
there goes ur hair...


and no one really bothered pondering over it


except for wierd ppl like me...


i came up with this one after much thinking...


Its a SILENT PROTEST

to show him & the world that
1) u're now free of restrictions physically ,mentally & emotionally
2) u've move on...fresh start..new look..new life & he is yesterday's news


& now...i guess my made-up theory is beginning to make sense...cos....

HARUS PISAH?

"....biarlah sepi yg menemani
berpisah mungkin jalan terbaik
dewasakan diri lebih berarti
igtlah satu kalimah sakti
cinta tak harus saling memiliki...."


[tipe-x : harus pisah]

SEBAB MULUT BADAN BINASA

atau dlm situasi ni...sebab jari,hati terseksa...


ish! aku tak paham lah orang2 ni semua..
yg ni tuduh yg tu mcm ni..
yg tu ckp yg ni mcm tu..
bende yg takde diade2kan...


apasal lah korang nk sakitkan hati masing2?
bunag karen je kan?
kalau ye pun nk tuding jari kat sesape..
pastikan lah informasi yg kau dapat tu dari pihak yg sah..
lagi bagus pastikan kesahihan nye dari orang yg terlibat tu sendiri..


ni tidak..kau ambik perkataan si dek ni..
kau buat tafsiran sendiri..
kau buat kesimpulan sendiri..
pastu kau tuduh pulak si dek ni..
si dek ni pulak tak puas hati sebab dituduh mcm2..
oii!! bile mau game ni??


skarang masing2 dah move on dgn hidup masing2 kan?
ape masalahnye skang??
ini semua hanya satu salah faham..
cukuplah...jgn kumpul dosa...
geram dowh aku tengok!!
mcm nk sesah jek tulang blakang korang!!!

ARE U IN THE MOOD YET?

HARI RAYA is just around the corner but havent really gotten in the mood yet..
guess this year am too busy with work
shopping not done yet..
erm...hmm...not that i shop for anything for Lebaran lah
but previous years..ive always tagged along when frens or family went for Lebaran shopping...
this year...just didnt have the time!!
dont think mom sewn any new baju kurung for me this year
cos i cant be bothered to buy the materials
but its ok...ive plenty of baju kurung from previous years
wasted kan kalau nak buat baju baru!!
and i dont carry handbags (kan ade poket)
(but no place to put umbrella eh...hmmmmm)
and i can always wear my mary jane nyonya for raya..
so i guess i dont need shopping anyway..
ha-ha...
luckily ive already bought greeting cards early when i went kota tinggi
BUT...havent written any of them yet..bleugh!
havent baked any cookies..
just finished doing the inti for pineapple tarts
and just finished doing my cornflakes honeystars..
(ni kuih raya playcheat!!hahahahah)
it only took me 10mins!!
cume itu je...
Annnnddd my room is in a terrible mess...
bile eh aku nak kemas???


aku belum jejak atau pass by Geylang siot!! kesian eh....huhuhu

PARI BAKAR ROCKS!!

was at work..
received sms frm Atok & Noli
an invitation to break fast at JB
gladly cancelled tuition and rushed to checkpoint to avoid peak period
made it in time..
phew!


Zaina,noli's fren was there too
she's a sweet tudung girl (not those mengarut tudung girl eh)


Atok drove to Dataran
had bbqed stingray,kangkung sambal belacan and bbqed kerang
yummylicious!!!
(lazat hingga menjilat jari...literally)


noli and zaina proceeded back to kota tinggi after that
hang around with Atok at larkin for a while..
he talk and talk and talk non-stop..
usually it was me who did all the talking..
today...he seemed so relaxed and happy
i love to hear him talk about himself
his work,his life,his views,his hopes...blablbalba
especially when it involves me...heheh...


and yah...tak sangka lak family dia ambil tahu psl diri aku..
terharu dan bangga gak...
lallalala....


ok this is a rather pointless entry..
but just wanna tell the world that i had a great evening today..
and the sun is begining to shine....
:)



cheers to many more happy days...

FROM THE STREETS OF JOO SENG

this entry is specially dedicated to Noid...


we been through so much..
we bitch about each other
sometimes even behind each others' back
(but both of us knew what we bitch about)
and we just dont care...
its amazing isnt it?


ni baru betul org ckp...sanggup terima seseorang tu seadanye
kan kan kan?


remembering the good times we had
not forgetting the bad times too
cos thats what makes us who we r today


as you celebrate your birthday...
i celebrate you
and the beautiful friendship we share...


cheers to old memories
and to new ones
(toast bukan pakai alcoholic drinks tau...pakai ben n jerrys..hehe)


i heart you...(ahackz..mcm lesbo lah plak)


wishing u all the best...

SIMILARITIES AND DIFFERENCES

broke fast at stulang with andika and shidi (ali's bro) just now.
and here's what i think of shidi...


very friendly and easy going guy..
not forgetting with good looks too
ahackz!


but the thing that i found amazing is....
how freaking alike shidi and ali are
i know they're brothers BUT...
they r sooooo much alike...
almost like twins


they look alike...
except shidi has got neater hair than ali..
like i said...almost like twins..


the way they talk is the same...
their slang is the same
they've got the same voice..the same smile...the same laugh...
even the way shidi nyakat aku pun sama gak ngan si ali..
(cume ali lebih sikit ar cos dah kenal lama)


wow!amazing!looking forward to more meet ups with him...


next buke puasa outing will be on 30th...really looking forward to that cos ramai yg akan hadir insyaallah...hehe