MEETING ALONG TMR

CHICKEN RICE ANYONE?

i got a part time job at banquet
at the chicken rice stall
will be starting on monday
dunno anyone there
dunno what to expect
so wish me luck everyone

jual nasi ayam pun boleh gak lah...asalkan duit masok

BBQ @ DESARU

i havent had the mood to blog the past few weeks
that explains this outdated update of the bbq i had at Tanjung Balau with the B.Pnawar guys...


anyways...all went well
food was more than enough
and very very yummylicious
my chicken wings were a hot fav
(i only get to taste 2 of em...grrr)
the turnup was good
(walaupun ada yg tak dpt hadir sebab tugas..ramai gak yg ada masa bbq tu)
i guess all of them enjoyed themselves
judging by their faces


and my mum definitely enjoyed the trip
suke dia melayan kerenah dak pnawar
(ali especially)
and they love my mum too
(i told u guys,my mum rox rite?)


and with that i'd like to take the opportunity to thank all those who came
(nk sebut satu-satu susah lak)
especially those who help me out with the food,stuff and all
special thanks to andika who had done me so much favour
not forgetting his family too


p/s weyh..korang nk suh aku buat lagi?no hal nye..tapi korg bincangkan lah ye and betau aku awal2 sebab aku skang dah keje

WORDS OF WISDOM

One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless it is surrendered.

SEKSIS (ANITA SARAWAK)

Bila ku bersuara... kau kategorikan sebagai meleter
Bila kau tercabar... sebelum bertarung pun ku dah kau singkir
Tika di jalanan... cermat ku cuai
Di stereotype `lady driver¡
Bila tunjuk pandai... lagakmu hebat
Mengalahkan seorang profesor


Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kita saja terkena
Dahulu hingga kini
Kau memonopoli... cuba menguasai
Duniaku ini... oh mana aci


Korus:
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Hanya kerna namaku wanita
Walau ada kelemahannya
Engkau pun apa tidaknya oh
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Nanti kejantananmu tercabar
Takkanku menyerah kalah
Kerana madahmu berat sebelah
Tohmahanmu akan ku tepis
selagi persis tak terkikis seksis


Pabilaku ramah... manis lidah
Kau tuduhku bagai perempuan murah
Namun bila kau menutup helah
Katamu mengikut sunnah
Andai ku meniang rumahtangga
Jangan harap ucapan tahniah
Hujung bulan tiba... ku tuntut nafkah
Kau buatku macam peminta sedekah


Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kau juga juara
Asyik kita beri saja
Melayan takhta... siang malam buta
dan penuh setia... bagaikan raja

LELAKI TETAP LELAKI

yup...ternyata sangkaanku tepat
sayang dan cinta hanya permainan kata bagi ramai lelaki

hahhahahahaahah..
one more guy trying to fool me uh?
well,u got the wrong girl cos ive had enough of guys like u
but for now...
i'll play along with ur little games...
and wait till its my turn to play u out..




this is getting fun...*winks*

weekend was spent at East Coast Costa Sands Resort with my paternal family
food was abundant and really yummy (we had a bbq),
the cake was superb (celebrated bdays of those born in august) ,
the people were ok (my uncles,aunties and cousins arent the kecoh makcik2 kaypo type...excluding one or two)
but i was bored,lonely and not in the mood
most probably because i was expecting a certain someone but he didnt turn up on saturday as promised...


BUT...
SUNDAY was a brand new day..
he came at 11am (my dad fetched him)
spent some time with my family and about 5pm we excused ourselves from the chalet and headed to the beach first and then to city hall ( he wanted to buy some stuff frm peninsula plaza)


when i first saw him came with dad
i had wanted to give him a hug there and then
i forgot all the bad things he did to me
i was just soooo touched and elated he came


i miss him soo very much
ever since the big quarrel for 3 months and the break up
i never thought i would meet him again with the same feeling i had when we first went out on a date


i know he miss me too
and i can sense and see that he still loves me
and longed for us to be together just like old times


there arent any of HER smses in his hp anymore
maybe he had realised his mistakes
although he's still together with her


he knew i forgave him
he knew im willing to go back to him
so why did he say NO when i suggested a patch up?


i dunno...im confused
our relationship is really a complicated one..
BUT...its okay..
its enough for me to know that he still loves me
and i love him too
time and fate will determine whats next for us..


for now...lets just take this as a new beginning...



sayang,terima kasih.aku amat menghargai kehadiran mu dan aku harap kini kau faham dan sedar segala apa yg aku lakukan sebelum ini

A * * N

aaaaaaarrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

why do i always let HIM get to me????

u've become a total stranger and i fucking hate u now...

MAAF

just received this from botak
"tadi ptg saya tak menepati janji.maaf"


i was kinda blur at first
what happened this afternoon?
what promise was it that he didnt keep?
why did he send that sms?


and then i remembered...


we were told to collect our lab test practice paper to practice for the coming lab test this afternoon but my fucked up lecturer never kept his promise
tried contacting him thru his extension but we couldnt get thru
botak sms-ed me and suggested calling his hp but unfortunately i dont have his hp
and so i replied this


(kat dlm class yg sama pun nk sms2 eh...ish2 pelik aku)


me : saya takde nombor hp dia.awk call ar
botak : jom ar
me : jom ?!? lek ar..lepas kelas
botak : ok


so after class i approached him and said...


me : ( facing the lift door ) so? nk call ke tak?
botak : (mcm menggelabah while suhaimi gave us that wierd look)erh..erm..besok ar..besok


and i just left...i thought that was it..
until i received his sms just now..
OH MY GOD!!
i totally didnt expect that sorry message..
how sweet is that??




omg..aku pun gile gak.login just to blog about this padahal tadi aku baru je nk lelapkan mata

ITCH

my lower lip is a little swollen
and it kinda itch a little
i think its due to the piercings
:(


talking about itch...
my fingers are itching to reply HIS sms-es..
been MIA-ing from HIM for 3 days now
but he hasnt stop smsing and trying to call me


i miss him..
yes..he's still the last person i think of before i go to sleep
despite the presence of tom,joe and harry (bukan nama sebenar)
arrrghh! its frustrating to not be able to get over him
BUT...
i will not succumb to the temptation
i will not relpy his sms-es
i will not answer his calls


even though i miss him soo much
cos im hurting really bad right now
over what he had done
and i fucking hate that bitch!




r u happier now that im gone?