:: ASTHENIA ::

Systems Kills The people,Rejects From Hell,Full Pledge Munkees and Peas N Oats made my day!!! IF only HE was there..then we can skank and mosh to our favourite band..FPM!!

bruises n blueblacks everywhere...NOW dats wat i call FUN!!!

:: AND ITS YOUR VOICE I HEARD ::

one phone call...IT goes unspoken again...if only things will be either black or white..no in-betweens...
i think i know wats going on..but i think i don't...hmm...confusion sets in...YET im smiling..(",)

i miss u more....

:: UPCOMING GIGS!!! ::

Asthenia

31st January 2004
Tampines Changkat CC
3-10pm
tix $5 at door

A Losing Streak
Full Pledge Munkees
No Direction
Peas N Oats
Rejects From Hell
Riddermark
Rock Concert Heroes
Ruptured Nose Vein
Shoe Size Nine
System Kills People
Underedge


Street Music Of Ampang

31st January 2004
Aero Pub Plaza, Ampang City (near ampang point)
2pm onwards
tix Rm15+soft drink at door

Roots N Boots
Last Wavz
The Section
The 9 State GEneration
679
Pusher
The Stones

:: FOOD FOOD FOOD!! ::

it rained the whole afternoon today...i was too lazy to go out...in the end...went over to granny's place...for the mini BBQ session...FUUHHH!! tak sia2 aku tak merayap niari...LOTSA DELICIOUS YUMMY JUNKY FOOD!!!...mee kuah..chicken..sate..seafood..corn...bla bla bla...wah sey!!!ate non stop sak!! ahackz...



and yeah..i finally started out my "personal project"...i hope its gonna be a success....

...its all in SELF SATISFACTION...

:: ITS A SMALL WORLD ::

followed Jul to gombak just now...watched the guys play street soccer..
felt awkward..a little out of place and was scanning for familiar faces among the strangers...
and then...
there he was...brown tshirt..black shorts...that walk...oh so familiar...the way his shoulders move...
nah...it cant be..why was i suddenly thought of him??CRAP!!
lighted my sampoerna...he turned..that eyes..and the mole below his right eye..
oh my god...dun tell me its him..wats he doing here??..nah..maybe someone who looked like him...
he entered the street soccer area...our eyes met...that shocking-wat-r-u-doing-here look in his eyes...F**K i was shocked too!!!and unexpected meeting...
he came nearer...we shook hands..he smiled...
Yes!!It IS Hafiz Botak...(although hes no longer botak now)
"eh..buat pe kat sini?".."nengok bola..came wif my fren"...it ends there....(as usual)..
now now...why did i have a crush on him??????
But...among all those berg guys there...HE still catches my eyes...
butterflies butterflies...muahhahahahahahahah



and singapore is even smaller....

:: OGD : A LIVING MEMORY ::

taken yesterday....i love this pic!!

i was bored in the lift.....


the edited version...

:: SCHOOL OF ROCK ::

aku tahu aku slow bertapak-tapak...BUT better late than NEVER!!...ok..im not gonna give a movie review here...just two words...IT ROCKS!!!...ahackz...thanks zul for the treat..(",)

sejenak manjakanlah hati...BUT the guilt sublimes me...

:: WELCOME TO JB!! ::

the day did not go to waste after all~...went JB AGAIN!! nope!! not for shopping...actually went there for fun...but ended up.....eating seafood AGAIN!! went ANGSANA AGAIN!!




waiting for our food!!


pari bakar...a must have!!!

ahackz....tak jelak2 aku gi sana eh...these past few months..i've been to angsana like soooo many times!!! and yet...i still missed that place... siak3x...its like my akan datang 2nd home...*shrug*...entah kenapa aku rasa tempat tu mcm memberi aku satu ketenangan ar...*sheesh* entah ape2 entah aku merepek...GILE..GILE..GILE!!!!...

in dilemma...shan't blog it here...i need you by my side rite here..rite now..

:: BAH..HUMBUG!! ::

skool sux today!!!! todays schedule.....

10am-12noon [MPI lecture]
full set of new notes not available yet...had to buy topic by topic...lecturer doesn't care even though the whole fucking LT sounds more like a fish market...continued new topic despite US having no notes to follow tru...UNPRODUCTIVE!!!! i SLEPT!!!

12noon-3pm [3hr break]
SMOKE...SMOKE...SMOKE!!! im gonna die of cancer soon~

3pm-4pm [FCS tutorial]
WTF!!! i waited 3 fucking long hours for a class wif only 3 students which lasted for 15mins ONLY!!! *bleugh*

fucked up day....now slacking at locker area...waiting for YANI and AN...going JB later

:: THE BIG PURPLE SCARY BUILDING ::

Went JB with Sal today.Sudden craving for seafood...ahackz...kinda wierd timing eh...anyway...Went Plaza Angsana before heading to Pantai Terberau. *ISH* ...entahlah...aku kalau gi JB..mesti kene singgah Angsana...dah jadi macam habit ar...sama jugak kalau turun town..mesti kene singgah city hall...(",) it was juz a normal outing but the way back from terberau was an adventure..we actually walked all the way back from terberau to the checkpoint...oooouuuhhh!! exciting!! juz the 2 of us walking along the dark,busy road...busy with vehicles but no pedestrians!! we're kinda juz wandering around..trying to figure out if we can actually get to out destination...ish ish ish...penat dok!!! wat were we thinking???but...we're safely back home now...(",) oh yah..forgot to mention a nice surprise!!! met SID at ANGSANA!! she was with her family...(tak sangka die leh cam aku)...but sorry ar sid..i was kinda in a hurry..so couldn't chat much...but hey!!ur hair rocks!!!i loooovveee it!! orite then..here r some snapshots!!...


sal at mcdonalds


food food food!!


taking a rest at busstop after having a feast and trying to figure out if we're gonna make it back home..hahah

and suddenly......we're strangers...

is it me? or is it you?

:: WALK DOWN MEMO LANE 1 ::

Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

I pray to God
you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
now they have their own hiding place
but I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

[chorus]

I wasn't there when you were happy
and I wasn't there when you were down
didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

[chorus]

do you remember???..i do...

:: GONE ARE THE HOLIDAYS... ::


3 lost souls...ahackz!


Noid and Stone

gone are the lepak-and-be-merry days and Helllooooo school!!!! it's been 2 days since school started...1st day was a roller coaster ride!! apart from the im-not-dress-for-school part..the rest of it was a typical first day of school scenario. Lots of Hi-s and Bye-s...kecohness everywhere!! Met up with the "atrium", "locker", "backgate" and "SIM" peepz....ahackz...its been looonngg man!! miss all of 'em!!! BUT...my timetable sucks!! SCATTERED everywhere!! lotsa time wasted !! Annndd..i've only realised that my class is all jumbled up..imagine being thrown into 3 different classes for the same module...*bleugh*...and seems like im the only one who got thrown around like a useless garbage...HAH! a little disoriented i might be now...BUT..i'll show you wat this useless garbage is capable of doing...

i'll make a comeback!!!

:: UNFAIRGROUND ::

can't sleep last nite...

it's an unfairground we stand on..an unfair world we live in.Some people lived a simple life with simple problems yet others lived a life full of complications and problems.One after another their problems just piled up...its never ending...aaannnddd i feel so useless..unable to be of ANY help to that ONE person whom i cherished..unable to make him feel better..unable to get him out of the lybrinth he's in..its like..YOU standing there watching ur loved one struggling..trying so very hard to fight the strong current which is pulling him down and u cant do anything except watch him drown...now..how does DAT feel??

ya allah...please make things better...

:: GUT FEELINGS ::

i had no intention of going online last nite...nuthing to blog about..no mood to chat..basically..i was damn TIRED and SLEEPY!!was already lying on bed..halfway to dreamland...BUT somehow...had this gut feeling that somethings not right...and suddenly...theres dis invisible force pulling me out of bed..into the toilet...washed my face..and still half awake...i went online and found myself in IRC!!

AAAAHHHHH!!!SURPRISE!!!SURPRISE!!!....HE was online!!! its been many2 months since i've seen his nick in IRC.Its been soooo long since we've chatted or email-ed...well..about 5 months to be exact.ahackz....i never tot this day wud come..hahah...ok..off to chat now~wee~

no harm trusting ur gut feeling...(",)

:: 2004 ::

Hey Ho!!Im home...Surprise..surprise!! ahackz...sorry guys..wasnt in the mood to overnite..nah..bukan bad mood or anything...just felt like going home lah...tak mo amik hati k...at least terubat jugak rindu jumpe muke satu2...and to those whom i've turned down their offer of celebrating the new yr together..thanks for the invitation but i guess i missed the lepak crew too much ya...maybe next time??

when will i c u again???